Mar 13, 2006 22:41
Today consisted of me and brandi getting jobs at the same place! then us going to middletown.. which my car almost caught on fire.. i tried to call the boyfriend but he was not home! then i called brittany because i was scared. i am weak. get over it! lol
A guy from CTC asked me to their prom.. i said yes if i could get money, or if he would pay..lol.. his name is john he is cute.. this is all i know about him!
Taylor White thinks that i am beautiful.. and told Carrie Ann that he thought this. Which then Carrie tries to set me up with him.. I am to tired for this..
i have realized that i LOVE David! and i feel like major shizzz for doing all this to him! i mean its not really like im doing anything.. but i still feel like i shouldnt be talkin/hangin out with any other guy.. even though he tells me its ok.. i still feel like i shouldnt.. why? anyone?
I am tired and i have to test in the morning and im supposed to get a good nights sleep but i have this feeling it is not going to happen..
I am not going to get to see David tomorrow because the parents said no..... IDIOTS! it angers me when they do this! i wont get to see him untill friday or wednesday.. depending on if i work or not..
my back hurts and my eyes are barley open.. i feel like doing nothing but complain so that is what i am doing!
i must go because my brother (i <3 him) needs the internet...
goodbye
XO
<3
Krissy
ps.. im scared and i want to hold someones hand..