Back Into The Shadows I Turn

Feb 25, 2006 18:53

So today me and Brandi went and filled out applications.. fun fun.. I really miss Brittany.. its been like forever since we have hung out and kinda since we have talked.. but i guess thats just life..

I am about to complain so if you dont wanna read a bunch of stupid crap then stop readin..lol

I am tryin to distract myself from calling David.. for it will be a waste of time.. i kno he loves me because when he says it, it doesnt sound fake like when most people say it.. i dont kno.. ugh!!!! He calls me fake, he says that we shouldnt see each other untill we are not ill.. WHO DOES THAT? GAHH!! it is pointless to try and make him say that he misses me.. it WONT happen!! He does nothing i ask of him.. and i do almost everything he asks of me.. WTF?? but for some reason i have completely fallen for him.. I hate it! more than i hate FAKE people!! OMGoodness.. i dont want to call him for he is probably haning out with his friend and i hate talkin to him then, cuz he doesnt talk!!!!!!!! the only time he ever says he loves me is when im angry at him or when we get off the phone.. i am officially the most pothetic person ever... i quit..

Anyways.. that was my umm.. complaining for the day.. but yea.. i had fun hangin out with Brandi.. i let her drive my beautiful car home from Eaton.. yes thats right.. my beautiful car that didnt want to strat today but one time..lol.. hehe.. GO TEMPO!!!lol well i am gonna go probably call David because i am pothetic, and i feel like nothin cuz no one is talkin to me except him.. goodbye everyone..

XO

Krissy
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