No More Purple Pandas For Me!!
so on friday (yesterday) Brenton Alexander Batcherlor left a really deep scar! It was insane how much it hurt.. this is the most i have ever been hurt in my life.. i thought he cared about me and then well.. he dumps me and makes me cry for days.. for some reason i think that if i stop dating now than i wont get hurt again!! so im thinkin that im not gonna date for a while.. it happens what can i say?
i kno that this is just me complaining, but im hurt and i dont give a shit what people think right now.. so if you dont want to hear me complain about almost everything than STOP READING!! cuz its not gonna get any better..
anyways.. i dont kno if i should send the ring back to him or not.. i do not wear it anymore! it sits in the jewlery box in my room.. what am i supposed to do? i mean i do not want to speak to him but i want us to be friends. i mean when we were together he always talked about how he wanted us to be friends if anything ever happened between us.. and now he is being an imature little freak!! he said i was too young!! IM MORE MATURE THAN HE WILL EVER BE!! he turns 18 on April 24th.. SO WHAT!?! he wants to be a bachelor? i mean come on.. i kno alot of stuff that i could put on here that could trash that boy like a mother! but im not going to because he told me knowing that i wouldnt tell.. so im not gonna.. but it pisses me off when he promised me everything and then he couldnt even live up to them!
THIS IS TO EVERY PERSON THAT HAS EVER MADE A PROMISE TO ANYONE!!! IF YOU CANT OR ARE NOT SURE YOU CAN KEEP THE PROMISE THEN EFFIN DONT MAKE IT!!
I mean is that too hard to ask!! expecially when it involves dedicating the rest of your life to someone! at first what he told me FREAKED me out but then i started thinkin wow maybe i wont die alone! YEA EFFIN RIGHT! Krissy is to be alone and miserable forever! no one will speak other wise.. because me heart cannot stand anymore!! "How can distance matter when our love is so free?" BULL SHIT! all he wanted to do was get in my pants and than after i got old he'd get rid of me and get some other virgin...UGH! i hate this..
BTW this is just all my anger coming out, im really not normally a horrible person.. i think anyways..
well i have written alot, not enough to make me smile but i will get over it.. one way or another!! CORTAR CORTAR!! goodbye to the people that cared enough to read this and put up with my bull shit for a while.. thanx.. have a good life!
XoXo
Krissy Jean
If you wake up tomorrow and i was for some reason not there...
Would you care? would you cry?
i kno that this is just me complaining, but im hurt and i dont give a shit what people think right now.. so if you dont want to hear me complain about almost everything than STOP READING!! cuz its not gonna get any better..
anyways.. i dont kno if i should send the ring back to him or not.. i do not wear it anymore! it sits in the jewlery box in my room.. what am i supposed to do? i mean i do not want to speak to him but i want us to be friends. i mean when we were together he always talked about how he wanted us to be friends if anything ever happened between us.. and now he is being an imature little freak!! he said i was too young!! IM MORE MATURE THAN HE WILL EVER BE!! he turns 18 on April 24th.. SO WHAT!?! he wants to be a bachelor? i mean come on.. i kno alot of stuff that i could put on here that could trash that boy like a mother! but im not going to because he told me knowing that i wouldnt tell.. so im not gonna.. but it pisses me off when he promised me everything and then he couldnt even live up to them!
THIS IS TO EVERY PERSON THAT HAS EVER MADE A PROMISE TO ANYONE!!! IF YOU CANT OR ARE NOT SURE YOU CAN KEEP THE PROMISE THEN EFFIN DONT MAKE IT!!
I mean is that too hard to ask!! expecially when it involves dedicating the rest of your life to someone! at first what he told me FREAKED me out but then i started thinkin wow maybe i wont die alone! YEA EFFIN RIGHT! Krissy is to be alone and miserable forever! no one will speak other wise.. because me heart cannot stand anymore!! "How can distance matter when our love is so free?" BULL SHIT! all he wanted to do was get in my pants and than after i got old he'd get rid of me and get some other virgin...UGH! i hate this..
BTW this is just all my anger coming out, im really not normally a horrible person.. i think anyways..
well i have written alot, not enough to make me smile but i will get over it.. one way or another!! CORTAR CORTAR!! goodbye to the people that cared enough to read this and put up with my bull shit for a while.. thanx.. have a good life!
XoXo
Krissy Jean
If you wake up tomorrow and i was for some reason not there...
Would you care? would you cry?