Nov 18, 2008 19:04
Dear Diary,
So the last 4 days we went to a camp to the beach (my whole school class, we were about 34 boys and girls).
I'm kinda sad... I didn't really talked a lot there with my mates, maybe I just talked to some girls I never talked before, but.. nothing really-really interesting. Maybe they'll forget about me tomorrow. Or am i being too hard with myself?
I feel like a creep. A misfit. What the hell am I doing here? I don't belong here.
We arrived, leave the equipment, suitcases and bags in the camping, had lunch and then went to the beach for 30 minutes.
I took a 20 cigarettes pack to the camp, and smoked them all... And I still needed more. I just bought a new pack so nevermind.
One of the camp professors knew the singer of a band I like (my favorite national band) CabeZoneS. Woh, that was so cool
I'm currenly watching the movie "Sweeney Todd" of Tim Burton, not very insteresting, though'.
Yesterday the film "Sid and Nancy" (the one about the Sex Pistols) was on TV wow!
I wished I could be playing with my band right now... maybe not now, cause I'm kinda tired now, but this weekend.
beach,
emo,
cigarettes,
campamento,
rejection,
death camp,
lonely,
fuck myself,
kid,
i hate myself,
sweeney todd,
camping