I feel like dying. Everything let's me down.
Dear diary,
So I chatted with her a few minutes ago.
She actually said to me: "oh you are that emo guy haha" and I said "...mm yah".
And then I told her that his brother told me that she wanted my email, she answered something like "lol that's not true haha".
I'm not sure if it was true or not. Anyway, I'm blue, disapointed and feel like cutting me again. I have the razor just besides me.
They say chocolate makes you happier. Well, so far, so good, i think it's kinda true.
I left 2 chocolates bar next to the fire chimney and they melted. what an asshole i was. then I putted them in the freezer.
I feel like shooting myself.
Then I wanted to learn how to write Haikus. But couldn't understand.
I'm so blue. And lonely. Nobody likes me.
Besides, one of my old school mates friend (my bst friend) asked me why i was cutting myself. I asked him how he knew that, he told me another friend of mine told him.
Ok... what?! how could he possibly knew that? I'm so sad.
Oh god nobody cares about me. Except a few friends of mine.
And I think i'm buying a Diary. So... maybe there will be no longer LiveJournal for me.
I'll be attending cybercafes....
So I chatted with her a few minutes ago.
She actually said to me: "oh you are that emo guy haha" and I said "...mm yah".
And then I told her that his brother told me that she wanted my email, she answered something like "lol that's not true haha".
I'm not sure if it was true or not. Anyway, I'm blue, disapointed and feel like cutting me again. I have the razor just besides me.
They say chocolate makes you happier. Well, so far, so good, i think it's kinda true.
I left 2 chocolates bar next to the fire chimney and they melted. what an asshole i was. then I putted them in the freezer.
I feel like shooting myself.
Then I wanted to learn how to write Haikus. But couldn't understand.
I'm so blue. And lonely. Nobody likes me.
Besides, one of my old school mates friend (my bst friend) asked me why i was cutting myself. I asked him how he knew that, he told me another friend of mine told him.
Ok... what?! how could he possibly knew that? I'm so sad.
Oh god nobody cares about me. Except a few friends of mine.
And I think i'm buying a Diary. So... maybe there will be no longer LiveJournal for me.
I'll be attending cybercafes....