dearest stephanie this ones for u
ok so how does it feel to read someones journal and have ur heart feel like someone reached down ur throat - scraping every nail down ur esophogus just to get it - and rip it out?!? it doesn't feel very nice. well heres a little icing for ur cake. the entry u read...that was the first day i saw her cry...i was so angry with u for hurting her...so completely angry cuz everything u said to her was so fucking shady but i got over it realizing she had to fight her own battles and i couldn't protect her from u because she loved u and she would let u do the most unthinkable thing to her she would let u into the very core of her existence make u everything she lived for every reason she breathed and destroy her completely destroy her from the inside out and still have the heart to walk up to u confront u and actually give u the fucking choice to be more than a fucking memory in her life you should treasure every shred of her fucking being that she handed u the chance to redeem urself...but instead u give her runarounds about why u can't hang out and why she can't just sleep in the arms the person that she feels safe. u deny her these things when u say u want her back? and then the moment u think she could possibly have any sort of interest in someone else u come a runnin back cuz ur finally scared shes gonna leave...and now look how far u've pushed her...do u see what u've done. are u realizing the repercussions of ur actions? you HAD one of the most amazing women i have ever met and i'm proud to call her my friend. yes my friend and nothing more i can love and support her so much more now and i hope i honestly hope that whatever she wants whether it be u... or Joann or any other girl she meets if shes happy then i'm happy for her but let me just say this. before u go pointing any fingers at snuggly hugs sit and think about how maybe she wouldn't be giving them out if the person she wanted them from wasn't only giving them to her but meaning it when they did it p.s. and i have no problem saying that here or in an im or to urfucking face because i was not the one being two faced...a friend of melissas is a friend of urs? the next im u sent to melissa said...i have no loyalty to her. i told u straight from the beginning that there was a point that i HATED u for what u did to her but that i got over it. just because i didn't put it in my journal doesn't give u the right to judge me u fuckin hypocrite p.p.s AND MELISSA :: SNUGGLY HUGS :: JUST FOR U i hope u feel better keep ur head up and smile all the while.