im soooo retarded!
okay today was a really bad day... why am i so fricken stupid?? i am like totally unable to remember anything that has the least bit of importance, and that just ruins everything. i probably seem like an un trustworthy person, when i really am.. or i want to be anyways. i just have a really big mouth i guess.. and ive been trying to be better at keeping secrets and stuff, but i still cant get it. GOD.. if someone has a way i can fix this, please tell me! also, people say stuff that they shouldnt.. they should jsut keep it to themselves. My grandpa is back in the hospital, to top this all off.. my mom has been talking about if he doesnt make it and stuff that shes not going to florida with us for spring break. hopefully things will get better for me.. and other people too. 2005 seems to be a bad year for some reason.. but yeah
"Life On Standby"
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
and break our hearts in stride.
I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.
So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
NOW... SHE'S...GONE
Don't worry he Said,
and she's not coming home.
SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME
It's over and she's gone.
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
NOW... SHE'S...GONE
Don't worry he said,
and she's not coming home.
SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME
It's over and she's gone.
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
*comment if you'd like.
<3 Nichole
"Life On Standby"
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass
Time to let go of all we know
and break our hearts in stride.
I need you now more like yesterday
The last day I could see you smile.
For the last time turn out the lights
My life on standby.
So standby and watch
This fall away and fall apart.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
NOW... SHE'S...GONE
Don't worry he Said,
and she's not coming home.
SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME
It's over and she's gone.
The distance and my hearts to sand
Flowing through the hour glass.
I fall to pieces, I can't let go
Of all the times I never said goodbye.
Just say that it's over,
It's over and she's gone.
NOW... SHE'S...GONE
Don't worry he said,
and she's not coming home.
SHE'S....NOT...COMING...HOME
It's over and she's gone.
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP! WAKE UP!
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
Wake up now it's over... just tell me it's ok to die
*comment if you'd like.
<3 Nichole