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I haven't made a long post in a while, so what better time than now?
1. I don't buy it. You are an attention-whore. You socialize with anyone willing to adore you. When they fail to do so, you go find someone who will adore you. Someone nicer. Someone more willing to buy into your petty little games of lust. I don't even know if you could call it lust; lust generally involves some sort of sexual interaction. No, it can't be lust. You are a tease; a tease moving from one subject to the next as quickly as possible, feeding your ego until you suck out all the hope left in your victim. Whats worse than that? The fact that there is no grace period between victims. No, it is an instant thing. Moving from one person to the next, almost as quickly as the snap of my fingers. You are a social parasite. Why do you feel the need to do this?
2. So. Thanks for telling me about the change in plans. Perhaps I assumed the wrong things, perhaps. It did seem pretty straight forward though, I didn't think there was any miscommunication. This just goes to show you you can't count on anybody but yourself.
I thought had everything sorted out. Everything seemed so clear. There were so many choices; so many paths to travel. I stood long and hard and viewed all the paths. Viewed all the outcomes. Then finally trying to go down the path I found was the best option. Rats. Well, there are other paths. I tried another one. the path just led me in circles. Then before I realized it the ground crumbled from under my feet. I am stuck in a hole, and I have no idea how to get out. Maybe I can get out over time, or maybe a friend might come and help me out of this hole, and perhaps maybe even walk this journey with me.
1. I don't buy it. You are an attention-whore. You socialize with anyone willing to adore you. When they fail to do so, you go find someone who will adore you. Someone nicer. Someone more willing to buy into your petty little games of lust. I don't even know if you could call it lust; lust generally involves some sort of sexual interaction. No, it can't be lust. You are a tease; a tease moving from one subject to the next as quickly as possible, feeding your ego until you suck out all the hope left in your victim. Whats worse than that? The fact that there is no grace period between victims. No, it is an instant thing. Moving from one person to the next, almost as quickly as the snap of my fingers. You are a social parasite. Why do you feel the need to do this?
2. So. Thanks for telling me about the change in plans. Perhaps I assumed the wrong things, perhaps. It did seem pretty straight forward though, I didn't think there was any miscommunication. This just goes to show you you can't count on anybody but yourself.
I thought had everything sorted out. Everything seemed so clear. There were so many choices; so many paths to travel. I stood long and hard and viewed all the paths. Viewed all the outcomes. Then finally trying to go down the path I found was the best option. Rats. Well, there are other paths. I tried another one. the path just led me in circles. Then before I realized it the ground crumbled from under my feet. I am stuck in a hole, and I have no idea how to get out. Maybe I can get out over time, or maybe a friend might come and help me out of this hole, and perhaps maybe even walk this journey with me.