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So yeah, I didn't get my cell phone yet and I don't think I'm even getting another one but I don't really care because I only call people to bitch at them lol and people only call me to bitch at me so I can deal with out the bitchin for a while. Anyways, I think that I'm gonna end up stayin out of school for a while because I can't really handle it. My parent's are gonna set up some type of homeschooling thing through the school so I can go back when ever I think I can handle it again and if I can't handle it, then I can go back to homeschooling. I think it's the best because this way I'm not totally quittin school so I can go back if I want to. I just can't pull myself together lately. My heart's not into anything and it scuks. Thing's I used to really love and care about don't really mean anything to me anymore and I need time to figure out what I want to do with my life so I think this is a good opertunity for me to get everything taken care of inside. Today I went to school and now I have 4 Saturdays. It sucks but I don't really care because I don't think I'm gonna do them. I hate school right now and I just don't care.
for what you did to me
& what i'll do to you
you get what everyone else gets,
you'll get a lifetime.)
lets go!
do you remember back when we met
you told me this gets harder,
well it did.
been holding on forever
promise me that when i'm gone you'll kill my enemies.
the damage you've inflicted,
temporary wounds,
i'm coming back from the dead.
& i'll take you home with me
i'm taking back the life you stole.
we never got that far
this helps me to think
all through the night.
bright lights that
won't kill me now,
or tell me how.
just you & i.
your starless eyes remain.
hip hip hooray for me
you talk to me,
but would you kill me in my sleep?
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary,
we could lose ourselves,
& paint these walls
in pitchfork red.
i will avenge my ghost
with every breath i take.
i'm coming back from the dead.
& i'll take you home with me.
i'm taking back the life you stole.
this hole you put me in,
wasn't deep enough.
& i'm climbing out right now,
you're running out of places
to hide from me.
when you go,
just know that i will remember you.
if living was the hardest part,
we'll then one day be together.
& in the end we'll fall apart
just as the leaves change in color.
& then i will be with you.
i will be there one last time now.
when you go,
just know that i will remember you.
i've lost my fear of falling,
i will be with you, i will be with you.
for what you did to me
& what i'll do to you
you get what everyone else gets,
you'll get a lifetime.)
lets go!
do you remember back when we met
you told me this gets harder,
well it did.
been holding on forever
promise me that when i'm gone you'll kill my enemies.
the damage you've inflicted,
temporary wounds,
i'm coming back from the dead.
& i'll take you home with me
i'm taking back the life you stole.
we never got that far
this helps me to think
all through the night.
bright lights that
won't kill me now,
or tell me how.
just you & i.
your starless eyes remain.
hip hip hooray for me
you talk to me,
but would you kill me in my sleep?
lay still like the dead
from the razor to the rosary,
we could lose ourselves,
& paint these walls
in pitchfork red.
i will avenge my ghost
with every breath i take.
i'm coming back from the dead.
& i'll take you home with me.
i'm taking back the life you stole.
this hole you put me in,
wasn't deep enough.
& i'm climbing out right now,
you're running out of places
to hide from me.
when you go,
just know that i will remember you.
if living was the hardest part,
we'll then one day be together.
& in the end we'll fall apart
just as the leaves change in color.
& then i will be with you.
i will be there one last time now.
when you go,
just know that i will remember you.
i've lost my fear of falling,
i will be with you, i will be with you.