Aug 15, 2006 08:48
honestly i forgot i had this thing
funny how this was my life for a bit and now it's forgotten. i guess that's life. you just slowly forget... kinda sad really once you think about it.
i've been working a lot. opening mostly. i need a new job that pays even a bit more. like a dollar or two! seriously. you can't make a living off of 7 dollars an hour. you just can't. plus i'm trying to move out and what not. well, i guess all i've really done with this thing is update on my life... kinda not interesting.
i'm crazy about someone and he's crazy about someone else (even though he's hiding it from me). i guess that's what i get right? i can't make the last one happy so it comes and bites me in the ass later. eh... fine by me. i'm really not ready for another relationship plus i think i'm getting way to used to being alone. i'm getting way to used to listening to myself and doing things my way that if someone came along... they might start invading my space. that just wouldn't be good now would it?
i haven't really done much with my life since high school. i'm kinda just letting my life slip away. i'm realizing this and this is why i've gotten back into school. i'm taking photography and beginning guitar (since i bought one but never really played it). yeah i did that. not gonna lie. well, i must get to work. i do miss everyone.