venting again
ok so i'm at work and i'm trying to sort a lot out in my head. something occured to me this morning and i'm somehow dealing with it pretty poorly. i'm not sure how to take it or how to even think of handling it...so i guess i will just push it aside. i really dont care of the whole aspect except that i'm being lied to by the two people i trusted with my life. which really hurts more than anything. i guess i just needed to write something to make myself feel better and focus on work. i guess bitching is what i'm good at. ha! i'm not even good at that.