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i might not be as strong as other guys, and hell i may not have the same good looks most people enjoy, but i can promise that i'll make you laugh. i can give you an intelligent conversation any time. i can even hold the door open for you. not because i have to, but because i want to. thats what i want to do for you. for so long i've been worried what you'll think. its too much to keep this in. you have to know. is it fair to throw this on you now? maybe not. should i hold it in longer? maybe. that is what this is for. i can't just keep it all bottled up. i search around a school of thrity-two thousand people, over half of them girls. all i can think about is you. you are the only one that can make me live my life. i'm never scared of how its going to turn out when you are around. i've never been more comfortable, happier, or at peace when i'm with you. mom is right, i am searching. i'm ready for it, but i'm not ready to tell you. not yet. you need to enjoy this time you have, and not have to worry about someone else. that is how devoted i am. i can always place you in front of me and never worry. because as long as you are well, i am content with whatever situation i am in. you are the last thing i think about when i go to bed at night, you are the first thing on my mind in the morning, and you fill almost every thought in between those two moments. everyone sees your outer beauty and believe that is my motivation. it has almost nothing to do with it. i like the way you make me feel. i like that we can laugh together. but most of all i like how you take all the haphazard moments of my life and put them together for me. every day is more bearable knowing that i am one day closer to telling you how i feel. you will know soon, i promise.