Don't look at me that way...It WAS an HONEST mistake
So guys how do you feel about having your brother molest you when your a child, then becomming a lesbian, and then wanting to have your lesbian lover get pregnant with your perverted brothers sperm...how is that idea for twisted? Read Hannibal, I'm advirtising. But also, I'm actualy going to attempt to go to bed by 11 tonight. WONDER OF WONDERS MIRACLES OF MIRACLES (missing comparative religions). If that happens hopefuly I'll make it through the weekend and the following week without passing out at my desk in English. English is also going amazingly well. Truth be told I really enjoy the class. Beowulf was an absolutely ingeniously translated book, I really enjoyed reading it. And sickly I've also come to like the assignments that were given in coorespondence to it. Interesting how I used to be the worst student ever and I'm now doing fairly decent in Mrs. Esther's class of all things. Oh well definately not something worth carrying out thought on. I look forward to a calming phone call tonight around 10:30 then putting my head on my pillow and passing out before entering another day of pure and undefiled chaos at ANC. It's not much diferent to be a senior. I won't lie. The only thing that is different is that I have to focuss on only getting through another 8 1/2 months as opposed to 27 my sophmore year and 18 my junior year. This has been an intense ride at the Academy. I think I've grown since I've been here....definately not in all areas. But I sincerely beleive I'm better off due to some of the experiences I've had here...and maybe because of some of the people I met through the network here. I still hate the old traditionaly obsessed people but that's a story for a much much later day in time. Allexx Neva and I went out for dinner tonight and had a FUCKING BLAST so I'll look forward to hopefuly doing that again sometime, but other than that I'm out for now to continue indulging in Hannibal (ah nothing like the polution of the mind) and laying my tired body in bed. (Lauren the gym was fun today THANKS)
glad to have it back and better than ever <3