Hahahahha
Man..i can't wait to get back to the glove. So much shit I miss. So many people I can't wait to see. So much shit I want to do. I want to have a coney dog. I want to go downtown and play in the casino. I want to see my family. I want to go have a deep meaningful talk with my friends and my sisters. I want to make sure everyone is alright. I want to go out with my boys that I never get to go out with. I want to make sure that everything I do is pretty much the exact opposite of the shit I was doing when I was at home before. I want people to understand what I'm saying at the speed at which I talk. I want to deal with traffic patterns that make sense.
I don't want to deal with the shit I deal with here, such as the people I live with never wanting to hang out or go and do anything. I guess it just might be because they dont' really know who I am or what I'm about. From talking about killing random people with random bullshit to getting drunk and just taking a walk to Meijers. They don't even like to make adventures. I love just taking a trip, drunk or not into the woods and just running around doing stupid shit. I love painting up my face on the 4th of july and walking around making a jackass of myself with my friends. Hooking up with random bullshit people at random places and making them feel stupid because it's fun...that was alot of awesome all in one sealed up package right there.
THinking about it I love the crazy bitches from back home that I used to get involved with. I know how to deal with them now. I know what to say and what not to say...it's pretty awesome. The girls around here don't know at all what they want, and are pretty much just the generic girls that go out and party and do all that stupid shit that I'm not really into. I mean, don't get me wrong, every now and then I like to go out and get ridiculous at a club and make out with random girls, but you know you'll never end up taking them home and just doing some work... so what the fuck is the point? There isn't one. They are just sluts at the end of the night and thats really not what I'm looking for. I want a girl thats down for what I'm down for. Likes the same shit I like. Murder, mayhem, chaos, and all of that sweet shit. I want a chick that's not afraid to say that she'll kill someone when she's pissed off. Isn't afraid to play drinking games on the weekend. Isn't afraid to hang out with my friends because they are awesome. Isn't afraid to go downtown to do some random bullshit just because we feel like it that night. I know who I am, what I want and what I like...I just wnat a girl that respects that shit.
But the bottom line for me comin home in just under two weeks...my friends and family. Seriously I miss all my mother fuckers. I miss hangin out with Cam and Tim..even if we didn't hang out that much before I left. Bitch know that shit gonna change. I ain't doin shit without callin my boys first. Seriously. If I feel like getting fucked up and taking shits on the floor of random hotels, I know I'm callin my boys first. Don't even get me started on what we gonna do when mother fuckin' Scott gets home. You know that shit's on all day long when he gets back from Iraq. I miss that mother fucker alot. I miss all my boys alot. I miss doin the shit we did back in the day from magic cards to locking scott in the trunk and going to 7-11 with a video camera. TO starting fires behind Kroger and just randomly walking or going places and almost getting into fights ebcause we fucking could. Fucking hell...I ask myself sometimes why the fuck I moved to VA in the first place when everything I needed was right at home. Seriously. I guess I was just blind and needed some time away from things to eventually see just how much shit was glowing when I left it behind. I'm like a moth to the flame and Detroit is my flame. It's going to be fucking ridiculous...no joke bitches...ridiculous.
I really can't wait till I come home and am able to talk to my family. I miss my mom, my sisters, my gramma, my uncle Jim..my cousins, everyone. Me and Cass really gotta go up to some 24 hour diner and just talk about shit. Figure things out and find out whats going to happen in our lives. That's what we always did back in the day. We'd make each other feel better about our situations in life and figure things out for the future. I want to make sure she's doing good and has her priorities straight. I really do. I want to make sure that my other baby sister Chelsea is doing the things she needs to be doing in order to succeed in life. She's at the age where she needs some guidance whether or not she wants it or not. I'm going to try and be there for her. I'm gonna be that big brother she needs in her life to give that nod when I agree and the criticism when I don't. I just wnat her to be successful in anything that she does. And that same goes for Cassarella. I'd do anything for them. Anything. The same goes for my newest sister...baby Bella. I love that little girl and I've only seen her twice. She's my newest addition to what I have to be there for and protect. I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure she gets what she needs as she grows up. She's a precious gift to me and my sisters, and I only pray that we will do whatever we can in order to make her life the best it can be as she is growing up. I want her to have the opportunities I never had, and those that I did, even more...I'm going to be the best I can be for her. Haha...
I'll see everyone in about 12 days. So until then I tip my hat and give my bow...
Ado...,
Chris.
"Trauma"
~SK~4~Life
I don't want to deal with the shit I deal with here, such as the people I live with never wanting to hang out or go and do anything. I guess it just might be because they dont' really know who I am or what I'm about. From talking about killing random people with random bullshit to getting drunk and just taking a walk to Meijers. They don't even like to make adventures. I love just taking a trip, drunk or not into the woods and just running around doing stupid shit. I love painting up my face on the 4th of july and walking around making a jackass of myself with my friends. Hooking up with random bullshit people at random places and making them feel stupid because it's fun...that was alot of awesome all in one sealed up package right there.
THinking about it I love the crazy bitches from back home that I used to get involved with. I know how to deal with them now. I know what to say and what not to say...it's pretty awesome. The girls around here don't know at all what they want, and are pretty much just the generic girls that go out and party and do all that stupid shit that I'm not really into. I mean, don't get me wrong, every now and then I like to go out and get ridiculous at a club and make out with random girls, but you know you'll never end up taking them home and just doing some work... so what the fuck is the point? There isn't one. They are just sluts at the end of the night and thats really not what I'm looking for. I want a girl thats down for what I'm down for. Likes the same shit I like. Murder, mayhem, chaos, and all of that sweet shit. I want a chick that's not afraid to say that she'll kill someone when she's pissed off. Isn't afraid to play drinking games on the weekend. Isn't afraid to hang out with my friends because they are awesome. Isn't afraid to go downtown to do some random bullshit just because we feel like it that night. I know who I am, what I want and what I like...I just wnat a girl that respects that shit.
But the bottom line for me comin home in just under two weeks...my friends and family. Seriously I miss all my mother fuckers. I miss hangin out with Cam and Tim..even if we didn't hang out that much before I left. Bitch know that shit gonna change. I ain't doin shit without callin my boys first. Seriously. If I feel like getting fucked up and taking shits on the floor of random hotels, I know I'm callin my boys first. Don't even get me started on what we gonna do when mother fuckin' Scott gets home. You know that shit's on all day long when he gets back from Iraq. I miss that mother fucker alot. I miss all my boys alot. I miss doin the shit we did back in the day from magic cards to locking scott in the trunk and going to 7-11 with a video camera. TO starting fires behind Kroger and just randomly walking or going places and almost getting into fights ebcause we fucking could. Fucking hell...I ask myself sometimes why the fuck I moved to VA in the first place when everything I needed was right at home. Seriously. I guess I was just blind and needed some time away from things to eventually see just how much shit was glowing when I left it behind. I'm like a moth to the flame and Detroit is my flame. It's going to be fucking ridiculous...no joke bitches...ridiculous.
I really can't wait till I come home and am able to talk to my family. I miss my mom, my sisters, my gramma, my uncle Jim..my cousins, everyone. Me and Cass really gotta go up to some 24 hour diner and just talk about shit. Figure things out and find out whats going to happen in our lives. That's what we always did back in the day. We'd make each other feel better about our situations in life and figure things out for the future. I want to make sure she's doing good and has her priorities straight. I really do. I want to make sure that my other baby sister Chelsea is doing the things she needs to be doing in order to succeed in life. She's at the age where she needs some guidance whether or not she wants it or not. I'm going to try and be there for her. I'm gonna be that big brother she needs in her life to give that nod when I agree and the criticism when I don't. I just wnat her to be successful in anything that she does. And that same goes for Cassarella. I'd do anything for them. Anything. The same goes for my newest sister...baby Bella. I love that little girl and I've only seen her twice. She's my newest addition to what I have to be there for and protect. I'm going to do whatever I can to make sure she gets what she needs as she grows up. She's a precious gift to me and my sisters, and I only pray that we will do whatever we can in order to make her life the best it can be as she is growing up. I want her to have the opportunities I never had, and those that I did, even more...I'm going to be the best I can be for her. Haha...
I'll see everyone in about 12 days. So until then I tip my hat and give my bow...
Ado...,
Chris.
"Trauma"
~SK~4~Life