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so i guess livejournal has died.
so im just going to write in here for the satisfying feeling of getting it out of my head cause im to lazy to find my journal to write in right now.
i miss so many people that i just dropped out of my life. i now live an hour away from most of my friends and my family and i kind of miss it back in ww. now i work in at Hollister in Prov and coach mostly everyday now. Im such an idiot because i almost blocked off my whole life for one person that i love. if i could go back to december of 2008 when it first started i would have changed the way i did things. i wouldn't have dropped out of high school, lied to my parents and stop talking to friends.
and i would have been more careful when it came to love and i wouldn't have let myself get walked all over like i have in my past.
if my old friends decide to not take me back, i wouldn't blame them or hate them because id feel the same way about what i have done.
i miss being the josh that took photos and went to providence all the time and was always happy.
not saying im not happy where i am in life but i need a couple of changes..
..
so im just going to write in here for the satisfying feeling of getting it out of my head cause im to lazy to find my journal to write in right now.
i miss so many people that i just dropped out of my life. i now live an hour away from most of my friends and my family and i kind of miss it back in ww. now i work in at Hollister in Prov and coach mostly everyday now. Im such an idiot because i almost blocked off my whole life for one person that i love. if i could go back to december of 2008 when it first started i would have changed the way i did things. i wouldn't have dropped out of high school, lied to my parents and stop talking to friends.
and i would have been more careful when it came to love and i wouldn't have let myself get walked all over like i have in my past.
if my old friends decide to not take me back, i wouldn't blame them or hate them because id feel the same way about what i have done.
i miss being the josh that took photos and went to providence all the time and was always happy.
not saying im not happy where i am in life but i need a couple of changes..
..