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I say I'm happy with him
but then he does something to piss me off
so i then hate him. and normally its for some gay ass reason like he said the wrong this before he had to do his work
and i never thought i would be this girl because i have always prided myself on being different
but i suppose i am not different at all, i am needy and i want his attention
for some reason he doesnt tell me that im beautiful anymore or that i am importatnt to him
things have changed... and maybe its my fault but maybe it isnt
i feel like i deserve better but i dont want to lose him either
i would be lost without waking up to his messages and getting late night phone calls
but i will not be someones whore... unless im their girlfriend of course lol
Mike is making me think alot about what i want in a guy
and maybe what i want in a guy is him...