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i got a 70 on my psychology test and a 69 on my PC's midterm ... i am going downhill... no college is going to to want my sorry ass tranferring so im seeing my fucking future here in the good ol' Dirty South ahhhh
Failure seems to be my middle name now a days...
less than 2 months till christmas break... I CANT WAIT...
my goal is to lose 30 pounds before christmas break and 40 more before spring break... i will do (i hope haha)
ahhh i need fucking sleep never can get any here i dont know why its crazy... well yes i do but we wont go there
going to work on my PC's shit before i fail it
Isnt it always like me to be stupid enough to care? and right about now i know you all think you know who i am talking about, well your wrong this is not about JEFF let me repeat for the stubborn people like my bestest friend IT IS NOT ABOUT JEFF.... I DONT LIKE JEFF... i had to try to get that point through to everyone... for some reason people dont like the point that i can be around him without wanting him please we now joke about how we were last year at this year... it was nice then but its different now...
Anyway...
You know to get to me... probably better than most people i know i wish you didnt... whenever i hear your voice or see you no matter what you say or you excuse you come up with i always allow it to slide haha how stupid i really am ... i normally dont put up with anyones shit let alone yours. you must have kinda spell on me. if i were to sit down and think about it i would never speak to you again. until i see you online or get bored/lonely then i would go back to my normal self and go out of my way talk to you. i am stupid i know and i wont speak about anymore and i WILL NOT speak to anyone about it so dont bother asking because i just wont. for once in my life this person is not to be talked about at all. no worries though give it a week or 2 i can see the end coming faster and faster as the days go on...
you know how to disappoint me like no other...
i will keep you my dirty little secret...