heaven would be going to a really good concert every night and standing in the front row.
today is a day of confusion. the weather rocks-- all rainy and gray, but it is a perfect backdrop for a confusing day.
im trying to get a job at a vet clinic since i need at least 300 hours with a vet to get into vet school. but can i handle it and school and the lab? probably not, lab may have to go.
dad was supposed to come this weekend, he isnt now so now im going home for the harry potter party.
and then there is anthony- i am so confused. i love him so much, butr right now i just need to be on my own and im not sure how to tell him that-- i think we got way too deep way too fast, as we have tendency to do because neither of us is patient at all.
i hope dori comes the 22nd. i miss her and it would be so much fun to hang out all weekend.
im trying to get a job at a vet clinic since i need at least 300 hours with a vet to get into vet school. but can i handle it and school and the lab? probably not, lab may have to go.
dad was supposed to come this weekend, he isnt now so now im going home for the harry potter party.
and then there is anthony- i am so confused. i love him so much, butr right now i just need to be on my own and im not sure how to tell him that-- i think we got way too deep way too fast, as we have tendency to do because neither of us is patient at all.
i hope dori comes the 22nd. i miss her and it would be so much fun to hang out all weekend.