Aug 05, 2005 11:00
yesterday....I got to spend time with Aaron one on one, we get along so good. its awesome. We are taking things slow which is fine with me even though 99% of the time I want to be all over him but I restrain myself he is one sexy beast (hmmmmmmmmmm). but I really am starting to find myself caring deeply for him, which scares the shit out of me but I guess thats normal in the begining. During the day we got Ms. Nash and hung out and went to eat at Papasitos.ugh! I am gonna miss her for the long ass 3 weeks she will be missing. and then I took her to the airport (sad faces)...
Last night was fun, me and the girls went to Shattered Realm and Death before Dishonnor that was amazing true hardcore fo yo ass. Ladies were outnumbered by tough dudes last night and at some points I feared my life( i am not gonna lie about that). I loved hanging out with my girls Tina and LeeLee, we have the best times laughing and farting around. We miss our 4th companion alot it sucks to think how much things have changed in our little circle, things were so close and solid now distance has replaced our sweet friend. I have faith that one day we will find each other again and make more memories just takes time but I am not giving up on this. Although At one point I too found myself pushing certain people away by dwelling on their negative qualities, I shut myself off I can't explain why. I wish I never had ... I want to spice myself up, do something funky and outside the box for a change....
my hair needs serious attention its so plain and blah so yeah thats probably going to be my main focus for the weekend. yeah this is enough blabbering for now
P..SS...I must say Brandon did impress me with his vicious victorian 2 step. (way to go btw..)
PSSSS: I NEED A FREAKING CAMERA