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life has been so fucked up lately, i don't even know where to start with it.
firstly: i miss you so much, even though i didn't see you in the last little while you were here, i know you're gone and its killing me. its obviously for the best that you went, and im sure everything will be ok, i can't wait to come with heath and see you, or for you to come back. i love you, i really do, a tripod can't only stand with two feet, you're still our third and always will be.
way too much ex boyfriend action lately. i keep running into dan downtown, and now hes all like i want to be friends again. i definitely do not, i hate even seeing him. its weird, oddly enough i've been thinking about corey lately once in awhile, i kind of miss him. he was the only boyfriend i had that actually went the extra mile for me and made things worthwhile, plus i just miss him as a person, he is so artistically talented. apparently he was in paris, i should call and see how it was. i'm kind of glad everyone is coming back for the summer, theres so many people i miss.
so my sister found out she's having a boy, which is really cool and kind of what i hoped for. i don't really like babies, but once he is like 5 it will be awesome, haha.
im really glad im getting away for the weekend, the btbam/etid show is going to be incredible, and so many people there i havent seen for awhile. beth's coming over tommorow and then we're going to go to sydney in toronto, should be fun.
im so nervous to see him tommorow, its actually lame and i feel weird and retarded like i used to with jeff, but he texted me the cutest goodnight yesterday...i don't even know what's going on. im so stressed with these two situations, matt also wants me to come see him in california, which i obviously want to whether or not we try to make something work, hes still a great friend and a trip to cali is no complaint here. so i think im going to take some savings money and do it. i honestly didn't think i would miss him this much, its pretty unreal.
lastly: HAHAH what a fucking joke you are. the whole thing is just hilarious, thanks for the much needed laughs lately.
tonight i think im gonig to go see the fully down, i havent in awhile and itd be fun to see george and dicky, plus bgw is playing and christian wants to hang.
bah i have to try and update more so my entries aren't this long!
firstly: i miss you so much, even though i didn't see you in the last little while you were here, i know you're gone and its killing me. its obviously for the best that you went, and im sure everything will be ok, i can't wait to come with heath and see you, or for you to come back. i love you, i really do, a tripod can't only stand with two feet, you're still our third and always will be.
way too much ex boyfriend action lately. i keep running into dan downtown, and now hes all like i want to be friends again. i definitely do not, i hate even seeing him. its weird, oddly enough i've been thinking about corey lately once in awhile, i kind of miss him. he was the only boyfriend i had that actually went the extra mile for me and made things worthwhile, plus i just miss him as a person, he is so artistically talented. apparently he was in paris, i should call and see how it was. i'm kind of glad everyone is coming back for the summer, theres so many people i miss.
so my sister found out she's having a boy, which is really cool and kind of what i hoped for. i don't really like babies, but once he is like 5 it will be awesome, haha.
im really glad im getting away for the weekend, the btbam/etid show is going to be incredible, and so many people there i havent seen for awhile. beth's coming over tommorow and then we're going to go to sydney in toronto, should be fun.
im so nervous to see him tommorow, its actually lame and i feel weird and retarded like i used to with jeff, but he texted me the cutest goodnight yesterday...i don't even know what's going on. im so stressed with these two situations, matt also wants me to come see him in california, which i obviously want to whether or not we try to make something work, hes still a great friend and a trip to cali is no complaint here. so i think im going to take some savings money and do it. i honestly didn't think i would miss him this much, its pretty unreal.
lastly: HAHAH what a fucking joke you are. the whole thing is just hilarious, thanks for the much needed laughs lately.
tonight i think im gonig to go see the fully down, i havent in awhile and itd be fun to see george and dicky, plus bgw is playing and christian wants to hang.
bah i have to try and update more so my entries aren't this long!