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[xchristx]

i dont know who the hell i am anymore i dont know what to think of my life anymore
my mom has a hard time excepting who i am
or what i think i am
i am so fustrared with everything
i dont know what to do besides cry anymore
i dont think im important to anyone anymore
i just cant take it
there isnt anything great about me
i keep lieing to my mom about everything
i dont know what the fuck im doing anymore
i keep crying & its not stoping
i cant stand not knowing what to do
i can under stand other people why cant i understand my self
...fuck it