GOD COULD I BE SLOWLY LEARNING HOW TO USE THIS ?
ok first off- I HATE POLITICS! I cant stand when people decided to overrule great conversations with opinionated facts on politics b/c not everyone gives a shyt/ knows whats going on/ or even agrees. And COME ON has it ever brougt good? I THINK NOT! All it ever brought was war and more negativity. I mean there always is that slight chance that Matteo would be sent over to Iraq or sum other brown punk faggot country that has enough sand to fill every 3 year olds fisher price green trutle sandbox (which I did have) in America. ughhhh ok so im not tryin to offend ne one (which is another reason politics is a bad thing , it has 2 sides so every1 feels they are being offended) but im tired of a few things that i cant get outta my mind.
WW1- a big war where well ppl were slaughtered while living in trenches and no one really had a purpose to be there hmmmm lets think about what comes to mind when i say
ppl being killed on a daily basis for no reason. oh yeah the war on terrorism ( i think thats what they decided to call it. Im still mad they didnt go with my idea----- Killin 10000x45678967384 Americans while we look for a guy in a towel, who we all know, wears that towel so big that it tickles allahs balls everytime he takes a step while sayin googelydoggelydo. )
this all leads to my real point. I was sittin in history class with stephenson whom was explaing to us ww1 and how they would getr all dressed up (both sides) and fight for their live which meant they were intensely fightin and proved to be in a war,
when i raised my hand and said who are fighting over seas. so sum girl whos bf is over there goes psh are u kidding me what kinda idiot doesnt no that. and i said who are we fighting and the teacher looked at me and had nothing to say. I then asked who besides an American troop dress up in a combat uniform and fight like us. and he just looked and he goes well the war ended a year ago we are just rebuliding them. and i said so wait we are rebuilding a city and still dyin. and i thought why are we rebuling a city that we didnt destroy. i mean if we fought sum1 yeah but how many iraquis are really being killed a day? rnt we just lookin for osama? it makes me mad because if it was a real war and we destroyed them then ok we should help a little but last time i checkd, 9/11 happened to AMERICA not IRAQ/PALESTINE/EVERYOTHER NAME LIKE THAT. Why arent they helping us fight? hmmmm
ok thats my politicalness of the year. hoped it wasnt too bad.
on differnt news. Im fallin to pieces, yesterday i cried so much and im doing it again.I didnt imagine college this bad but i miss Kel so much. I miss how it use to be kell and tina and it was just like batman and robin. and having sum1 to talk to in the morning about things i didnt want to have to bring into skewl and sum1 to joke with all the time. yeah i got roro and shes great but shes now at the point where its jay 4 everything and i really just dont want a bf i do a lil but idk not so much. I cried yesterday b.c things feel so different and now im cryin cuz i miss those nights at kels where we were up untill 3 just online and and then talkin ourselves to sleep and having marilyn remember my name. or just those things were kel and i were together jsut doing whatever. Like taco bell and just stupid things like that. I mean i look at the circle and we have me n julie and occasionaly robbie ans sasha that were part of THE CIRCLE before. its just kinda hard i guess. i mean i dont remember the last time i actually hung out with her and just her when she was here. its like watching ur best friend go to college and then realizing shes hurting and not even just being there. luckily i trust kyle. i dont really no the guy but i think he is an awesome person to be there for her.
Bj so yeah on mon he said he likes me at c.e.c which is one we first met and i thought he was so kewl but then he said he was laughin cuz he just thought about it because he was over it and just thinkin so yeah then i got to thinkin man he would be an awesome bf but idk. so yeah bea is obssessed with him again which is more in depth but im tired of typin and yeah so he got his cell phone at skewl taken away today b.c of me for a week and he told his parents he just got a text and took the blame its pretty tight. and yeah idk wit bj its a lil weird but yeah me n him just got into a fight and he makes me sick to my stomach n it sucks and i just wanna apologize but he lost his cell so yeaha.
I dunno. Im just fallin to pieces..................
WW1- a big war where well ppl were slaughtered while living in trenches and no one really had a purpose to be there hmmmm lets think about what comes to mind when i say
ppl being killed on a daily basis for no reason. oh yeah the war on terrorism ( i think thats what they decided to call it. Im still mad they didnt go with my idea----- Killin 10000x45678967384 Americans while we look for a guy in a towel, who we all know, wears that towel so big that it tickles allahs balls everytime he takes a step while sayin googelydoggelydo. )
this all leads to my real point. I was sittin in history class with stephenson whom was explaing to us ww1 and how they would getr all dressed up (both sides) and fight for their live which meant they were intensely fightin and proved to be in a war,
when i raised my hand and said who are fighting over seas. so sum girl whos bf is over there goes psh are u kidding me what kinda idiot doesnt no that. and i said who are we fighting and the teacher looked at me and had nothing to say. I then asked who besides an American troop dress up in a combat uniform and fight like us. and he just looked and he goes well the war ended a year ago we are just rebuliding them. and i said so wait we are rebuilding a city and still dyin. and i thought why are we rebuling a city that we didnt destroy. i mean if we fought sum1 yeah but how many iraquis are really being killed a day? rnt we just lookin for osama? it makes me mad because if it was a real war and we destroyed them then ok we should help a little but last time i checkd, 9/11 happened to AMERICA not IRAQ/PALESTINE/EVERYOTHER NAME LIKE THAT. Why arent they helping us fight? hmmmm
ok thats my politicalness of the year. hoped it wasnt too bad.
on differnt news. Im fallin to pieces, yesterday i cried so much and im doing it again.I didnt imagine college this bad but i miss Kel so much. I miss how it use to be kell and tina and it was just like batman and robin. and having sum1 to talk to in the morning about things i didnt want to have to bring into skewl and sum1 to joke with all the time. yeah i got roro and shes great but shes now at the point where its jay 4 everything and i really just dont want a bf i do a lil but idk not so much. I cried yesterday b.c things feel so different and now im cryin cuz i miss those nights at kels where we were up untill 3 just online and and then talkin ourselves to sleep and having marilyn remember my name. or just those things were kel and i were together jsut doing whatever. Like taco bell and just stupid things like that. I mean i look at the circle and we have me n julie and occasionaly robbie ans sasha that were part of THE CIRCLE before. its just kinda hard i guess. i mean i dont remember the last time i actually hung out with her and just her when she was here. its like watching ur best friend go to college and then realizing shes hurting and not even just being there. luckily i trust kyle. i dont really no the guy but i think he is an awesome person to be there for her.
Bj so yeah on mon he said he likes me at c.e.c which is one we first met and i thought he was so kewl but then he said he was laughin cuz he just thought about it because he was over it and just thinkin so yeah then i got to thinkin man he would be an awesome bf but idk. so yeah bea is obssessed with him again which is more in depth but im tired of typin and yeah so he got his cell phone at skewl taken away today b.c of me for a week and he told his parents he just got a text and took the blame its pretty tight. and yeah idk wit bj its a lil weird but yeah me n him just got into a fight and he makes me sick to my stomach n it sucks and i just wanna apologize but he lost his cell so yeaha.
I dunno. Im just fallin to pieces..................