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its been hectic lately.i had nate's 2nd birthday party and my stepfather's grandsons 2nd birthday also.ive been getting depressed again,part of it is that i think my medicene isn't working anymore and the other part is Pete.
He's just so fucking cold to me,sometimes i can deal with it,sometimes it gets to me.he makes me feel so stupid that i second guess myself constantly and he's so spiteful.Tonight was horrid.In front of Nate I am a cunt rag.I was working today and when he picked me up,i asked why Nate smelled.His diaper hadn't been changed,and it was so full of piss,that it slid down his legs.
All I got in response was that he smelled because my cunt rag smell was rubbing off on him,that i was really smelling myself.I hate him sometimes.
great here he comes
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He's just so fucking cold to me,sometimes i can deal with it,sometimes it gets to me.he makes me feel so stupid that i second guess myself constantly and he's so spiteful.Tonight was horrid.In front of Nate I am a cunt rag.I was working today and when he picked me up,i asked why Nate smelled.His diaper hadn't been changed,and it was so full of piss,that it slid down his legs.
All I got in response was that he smelled because my cunt rag smell was rubbing off on him,that i was really smelling myself.I hate him sometimes.
great here he comes
be back later