you'll have to forgive me for the short list of answers.my trazodone that i take for sleeping is kicking in bigtime
my counselor and i made the list together
medical workers make me feel safe
i stopped cutting in early 2001 when i was on the heroin for a while.i felt no stress no anger and no fear.i cut once when i was 5 months pregnant.pete had relapsed since my third month.i couldnt handle it.i went into rages(i did give in on my whole sixth month.i dont usually mention this because i am ashamed of that month of giving my unborn child narcotics)and pete and i were in a screaming match and i turned to walk away and punched me in the lower back.you see when we were on drugs pete and i were physically abusive to eachother.we are not like that when we are clean.anyway i exploded with all-encompassing rage and beat his ass.he had huge lumps on his head and bruises on his face,needless to say he never laid hands on me again.i couldnt calm down.i actually wanted to murder him so i grabbed a razor knife and sliced 7 3inch long cuts up my forearm.i locked myself in the bathroom because it bled profusely.but it healed eventually.
my counselor and i made the list together
medical workers make me feel safe
i stopped cutting in early 2001 when i was on the heroin for a while.i felt no stress no anger and no fear.i cut once when i was 5 months pregnant.pete had relapsed since my third month.i couldnt handle it.i went into rages(i did give in on my whole sixth month.i dont usually mention this because i am ashamed of that month of giving my unborn child narcotics)and pete and i were in a screaming match and i turned to walk away and punched me in the lower back.you see when we were on drugs pete and i were physically abusive to eachother.we are not like that when we are clean.anyway i exploded with all-encompassing rage and beat his ass.he had huge lumps on his head and bruises on his face,needless to say he never laid hands on me again.i couldnt calm down.i actually wanted to murder him so i grabbed a razor knife and sliced 7 3inch long cuts up my forearm.i locked myself in the bathroom because it bled profusely.but it healed eventually.
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