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I really like being in school, but I am also beginning to not like it.
Me & Ryan have been arguing on and off all weekend. I really hate arguing. :'(
Me & Steven have been arguing too. Hell everyones arguing with me this weekend.
I didn't get to go to Mount Union this weekend like I hoped. I want to see Jenna and get away from here. I dunno if she will want to see me now, I kinda jokingly yelled at her tonight. I hope she knows I didn't mean it, I think Im going to call her back in a few to check.
I am so stressed out. I can't sleep at night, and I am just so f-ing tired. Everythings catching up with me. I am trying to find a job. Ya, definitly no luck yet. I applied at Subway, and they are all like flipping out cuz they need people, and I haven't got a call yet, I think I will be calling there tomorrow. I am going to try and apply for these too lil family restraunt places tomorrow.
Caitlin and Ryan are really getting on my nerves. Everyday they see each other, they spend hours and HOURS on the phone, and I am the lucky one that always winds up running them around. I am getting sick of it. They need to realize that everyday together is going to be bad, and I am going to f-ing kill em!
Louise is getting on my nerves, every time I turn around she's talking shit about me, or my sister. Then Darlene tells me about it, and it makes me all pissed off. I hate it, but she doesn't have the balls to tell me herself. GOD!
My mom bought me this shampoo stuff for my hair to make it straighter. I think it's working, and it smells sooo good! I think I might let Lisa layer it, shes in cosmotology at school, so I think I trust her!
I have alot of homework to do, and I can't consintrate to do it. It's not really due till like wednesday, so I might just go to bed, and do it tomorrow.
This week I have to:
+ find a job
+ do my summer notebook for school
+ write my Heart of Darkness paper
+ do my SOP corrections
+ fill out my worklog
+ do my pin requirements
+ fill out new applications for fair
+ have an advisory committee meeting on wednesday
+ crawl in a corner and cry.
I feel like crap, I need a vacation, away from home. I think I might go and spend a night at my cousins house, it might be a lil better than being here.
Derrick's Birthday is tomorrow. And on friday we are supposed to hang out for it, so I am hoping we still do and things don't fall through. Him and I had the best conversation the other night about JFB and friends, and everything.
I want some sleep, I might take some sleeping pills tonight. I need it so bad.
Me & Ryan have been arguing on and off all weekend. I really hate arguing. :'(
Me & Steven have been arguing too. Hell everyones arguing with me this weekend.
I didn't get to go to Mount Union this weekend like I hoped. I want to see Jenna and get away from here. I dunno if she will want to see me now, I kinda jokingly yelled at her tonight. I hope she knows I didn't mean it, I think Im going to call her back in a few to check.
I am so stressed out. I can't sleep at night, and I am just so f-ing tired. Everythings catching up with me. I am trying to find a job. Ya, definitly no luck yet. I applied at Subway, and they are all like flipping out cuz they need people, and I haven't got a call yet, I think I will be calling there tomorrow. I am going to try and apply for these too lil family restraunt places tomorrow.
Caitlin and Ryan are really getting on my nerves. Everyday they see each other, they spend hours and HOURS on the phone, and I am the lucky one that always winds up running them around. I am getting sick of it. They need to realize that everyday together is going to be bad, and I am going to f-ing kill em!
Louise is getting on my nerves, every time I turn around she's talking shit about me, or my sister. Then Darlene tells me about it, and it makes me all pissed off. I hate it, but she doesn't have the balls to tell me herself. GOD!
My mom bought me this shampoo stuff for my hair to make it straighter. I think it's working, and it smells sooo good! I think I might let Lisa layer it, shes in cosmotology at school, so I think I trust her!
I have alot of homework to do, and I can't consintrate to do it. It's not really due till like wednesday, so I might just go to bed, and do it tomorrow.
This week I have to:
+ find a job
+ do my summer notebook for school
+ write my Heart of Darkness paper
+ do my SOP corrections
+ fill out my worklog
+ do my pin requirements
+ fill out new applications for fair
+ have an advisory committee meeting on wednesday
+ crawl in a corner and cry.
I feel like crap, I need a vacation, away from home. I think I might go and spend a night at my cousins house, it might be a lil better than being here.
Derrick's Birthday is tomorrow. And on friday we are supposed to hang out for it, so I am hoping we still do and things don't fall through. Him and I had the best conversation the other night about JFB and friends, and everything.
I want some sleep, I might take some sleeping pills tonight. I need it so bad.