Falling Back Into Cosplay?
It's like I died here. I've been out and about so much I almost forgot about this place
A lot of things have happened. But of course when one doesn't blog for an immense amount of time, something's bound to.
Another death occurred in my family. No, it wasn't a person, but my wonderful cat Kato. He died of a heart attack 2 weeks ago out of the blue. My sister saw the whole thing..I can only imagine how traumatized she must be. My mom called me on the phone, I was at Alexis' house at the time, and I started crying and he drove me right over. It started pouring down rain too..
My mom said they took him to the vet even though he was already gone before they got there..but I wanted to see him one more time. So the nurse let me see him. He was wrapped up in a little blanket, as if he were sleeping..I pet his head and he was so cold. The house isn't the same without him or Mike. The two people with the most personality in our household are gone..To this day we don't know how, or why it happened. He was only 8 years old..
Alexis is also in Puerto Rico again. He lost his job 3 months ago at the movie theater and he didn't want to burden me. He knew I would feel bad when we hung out and I would pay for him if he got hungry because I wouldn't want him to starve. He also didn't want our friends to be burdened either or look at him in a bad way. The last thing he wanted to do was take advantage of me. So his parents said to come back for a while to relieve stress and visit them.
They said he was getting too skinny over here lol. But it's only temporary, so I'll hopefully see him in the summer.
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I want to become a photographer. I don't know if it'll be a hobby or a career, but either way it would be really fun. Then I figured, "Wow I could even go to conventions and offer to take pictures of cosplayers!" then I also thought, "those crappy pictures on my deviantart.......I want to start over!"
I logged into my deviantart earlier this week after months of inactivity, and I just became disappointed in the cosplays I've done. Curse me being a perfectionist..but that's not always a bad thing I suppose? I especially want to re-do my dream dress and maybe have my sister make it for me. The one I have makes me look too chubby and I don't really like wearing it anymore..something more form-fitting would be nice. The material the girl used was very heavy, and the gold plate is way too big, which is part of why it makes me look thicker. She didn't do too bad but she's also a commissioner that's used to making overweight costumes. So I could understand it may have been out of the norm for her. It's not like I can take the money back..I liked it at the time so I didn't mind.
I've gathered some more Sakura cosplays I wanted to do. I think I'm only going to stick with her. Honestly, I'm not a big cosplayer like my sister who buys a new wig every few weeks. I could never spend the money. I know it's more exciting trying out new characters, but she's the only one I care about right now. When I have more cash in the future, I may change it up a bit. But I'm still a noob at cosplaying so idgaf :x
I should probably pursue sewing too?
No xD
A lot of things have happened. But of course when one doesn't blog for an immense amount of time, something's bound to.
Another death occurred in my family. No, it wasn't a person, but my wonderful cat Kato. He died of a heart attack 2 weeks ago out of the blue. My sister saw the whole thing..I can only imagine how traumatized she must be. My mom called me on the phone, I was at Alexis' house at the time, and I started crying and he drove me right over. It started pouring down rain too..
My mom said they took him to the vet even though he was already gone before they got there..but I wanted to see him one more time. So the nurse let me see him. He was wrapped up in a little blanket, as if he were sleeping..I pet his head and he was so cold. The house isn't the same without him or Mike. The two people with the most personality in our household are gone..To this day we don't know how, or why it happened. He was only 8 years old..
Alexis is also in Puerto Rico again. He lost his job 3 months ago at the movie theater and he didn't want to burden me. He knew I would feel bad when we hung out and I would pay for him if he got hungry because I wouldn't want him to starve. He also didn't want our friends to be burdened either or look at him in a bad way. The last thing he wanted to do was take advantage of me. So his parents said to come back for a while to relieve stress and visit them.
They said he was getting too skinny over here lol. But it's only temporary, so I'll hopefully see him in the summer.
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I want to become a photographer. I don't know if it'll be a hobby or a career, but either way it would be really fun. Then I figured, "Wow I could even go to conventions and offer to take pictures of cosplayers!" then I also thought, "those crappy pictures on my deviantart.......I want to start over!"
I logged into my deviantart earlier this week after months of inactivity, and I just became disappointed in the cosplays I've done. Curse me being a perfectionist..but that's not always a bad thing I suppose? I especially want to re-do my dream dress and maybe have my sister make it for me. The one I have makes me look too chubby and I don't really like wearing it anymore..something more form-fitting would be nice. The material the girl used was very heavy, and the gold plate is way too big, which is part of why it makes me look thicker. She didn't do too bad but she's also a commissioner that's used to making overweight costumes. So I could understand it may have been out of the norm for her. It's not like I can take the money back..I liked it at the time so I didn't mind.
I've gathered some more Sakura cosplays I wanted to do. I think I'm only going to stick with her. Honestly, I'm not a big cosplayer like my sister who buys a new wig every few weeks. I could never spend the money. I know it's more exciting trying out new characters, but she's the only one I care about right now. When I have more cash in the future, I may change it up a bit. But I'm still a noob at cosplaying so idgaf :x
I should probably pursue sewing too?
No xD