Weekend w/ Alexis tomorrow!
I'm so excited for this weekend! I have Thursday-Sunday off to enjoy a nice work-free week with my boyfriend; Alexis. My best friend Allison and her family are going to be away in Colombia until late Sunday for her brother's wedding. They've asked me to take care of the dogs while they're gone. I feel sorta..rebellious for even thinking about letting Alexis sleep here but it's too exciting to pass up!
Though I'm er.. not really sure we'll..do the deed if you know what I mean. We've been together for 4 and a half years but I'm still cautious about it and I've never done it before so...
But I'm glad he respects that. I know I'm not ready. I don't know when I'll be but I don't think this weekend is good. Besides, Allison's mom is having one of her good friends occasionally check up on me while I'm there to make sure I'm alright. I understand that. I'd like my first time to be somewhere where we know we won't get interrupted anyway. I'm paranoid as it is..
Ahem.. Enough about my intimacy insecurities? I don't know lol.. ;;
I've recently gotten back into Pokemon TCG. There are actually a lot of guys there my age playing it and they're really chill and fun to talk to. Whenever I used to collect the cards, I'd only play with my sister. But now that I'm older and able to go out and interact with other players and compete in tournaments, it's so much fun! & it's an excuse to get out of the house.
I hate being home all day unless I'm tired and just want to hang around, especially when it's raining. So relaxing *^*
Allison is also letting me use her car while she's out! *does not have one* ;___; So Alexis, Jose (his cousin), and I will be going this Friday and Saturday to the Leagues at the card shops. Only this time I'm driving (Jose usually does). We go every weekend, but this time I have no work so we can get there earlier. I have some cards for trade with a couple new deck ideas. Can't wait it's tomorrowwwww.
Though I'm er.. not really sure we'll..do the deed if you know what I mean. We've been together for 4 and a half years but I'm still cautious about it and I've never done it before so...
But I'm glad he respects that. I know I'm not ready. I don't know when I'll be but I don't think this weekend is good. Besides, Allison's mom is having one of her good friends occasionally check up on me while I'm there to make sure I'm alright. I understand that. I'd like my first time to be somewhere where we know we won't get interrupted anyway. I'm paranoid as it is..
Ahem.. Enough about my intimacy insecurities? I don't know lol.. ;;
I've recently gotten back into Pokemon TCG. There are actually a lot of guys there my age playing it and they're really chill and fun to talk to. Whenever I used to collect the cards, I'd only play with my sister. But now that I'm older and able to go out and interact with other players and compete in tournaments, it's so much fun! & it's an excuse to get out of the house.
I hate being home all day unless I'm tired and just want to hang around, especially when it's raining. So relaxing *^*
Allison is also letting me use her car while she's out! *does not have one* ;___; So Alexis, Jose (his cousin), and I will be going this Friday and Saturday to the Leagues at the card shops. Only this time I'm driving (Jose usually does). We go every weekend, but this time I have no work so we can get there earlier. I have some cards for trade with a couple new deck ideas. Can't wait it's tomorrowwwww.