perpetually amused
here's the thing about the edge: if there's no one to pull you back from it, after a while curiosity will get the best of you and you'll walk on over it.
which is where you'll find me.
by now, everyone's aware of my life as a fuck-up.
but i'm adding a new moniker now: vain.
because while i don't ask "how could anyone love me?" i do ask, "how can anyone put up with me?"
and thus brought forth the conclusion: i'm incapable of being in a relationship because i'm too involved with someone already - myself.
that's right. i'm too self-involved to have a relationship.
and if i can't handle me - and i've had 24 years of experience - then who the fuck can?
let me put it this way: if you put me in a lineup of quirky, awkward 20-somethings with a penchant for drama, i'm the last one a man will pick out.
so, the only person on this ride is me, and i damn well better make sure i have a fun time.
i'm bad at being good. so i'll just be bad instead.
which is where you'll find me.
by now, everyone's aware of my life as a fuck-up.
but i'm adding a new moniker now: vain.
because while i don't ask "how could anyone love me?" i do ask, "how can anyone put up with me?"
and thus brought forth the conclusion: i'm incapable of being in a relationship because i'm too involved with someone already - myself.
that's right. i'm too self-involved to have a relationship.
and if i can't handle me - and i've had 24 years of experience - then who the fuck can?
let me put it this way: if you put me in a lineup of quirky, awkward 20-somethings with a penchant for drama, i'm the last one a man will pick out.
so, the only person on this ride is me, and i damn well better make sure i have a fun time.
i'm bad at being good. so i'll just be bad instead.