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first saturday night off/unbusy in a long time.
i'm going to lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling and simply listen to music,
which i've missed.
which is all i've ever wanted anyone to do with me.
but which i love no matter what.
do you ever find yourself staring in quiet disbelief that someone older than you can be so childish?
i get so irritated that people, despite years of experience, cannot carry themselves with patience, compassion or dignity.
it's not that hard.
life blows chunks from time to time, but there's no fucking good in spreading it around.
i had someone tell me i was "so cool" because i "don't care" . but that's not entirely true. i just don't care about a lot of things, most things really. but i do have things that are important to me. i have a few well-selected priorities that i stay true to and everything else is just ...dust.
i'm going to lay on the bed and stare at the ceiling and simply listen to music,
which i've missed.
which is all i've ever wanted anyone to do with me.
but which i love no matter what.
do you ever find yourself staring in quiet disbelief that someone older than you can be so childish?
i get so irritated that people, despite years of experience, cannot carry themselves with patience, compassion or dignity.
it's not that hard.
life blows chunks from time to time, but there's no fucking good in spreading it around.
i had someone tell me i was "so cool" because i "don't care" . but that's not entirely true. i just don't care about a lot of things, most things really. but i do have things that are important to me. i have a few well-selected priorities that i stay true to and everything else is just ...dust.