let your conscience be your guide
currently i'm feeling the absence of (one of) my best friend(s).
i've complained about the dissolution of the friendship between andre and i before, but this time i'm not bitching.
i had this dream last night that shook me up a little. mind you, i don't often dream so i find them significant when i do.
many things happened, including going to new york, my bike getting stolen, my mother pestering me, going to grad school, my grandfather dying, and some other stuff. it was a long dream..
but in it, i got to hang out with andre and it was delightful. then, after my return to school, i got a phone call. he'd gotten in an accident, but they found out at the hospital that he had stomach cancer. so they pulled the plug right then and there. he was dead. my sweetest friend, dead. i cried in the dream.
i woke up crying in my sleep.
i never cry.
i legit miss him.
but i don't know how to fix it.
male best friends are the hardest.
i've complained about the dissolution of the friendship between andre and i before, but this time i'm not bitching.
i had this dream last night that shook me up a little. mind you, i don't often dream so i find them significant when i do.
many things happened, including going to new york, my bike getting stolen, my mother pestering me, going to grad school, my grandfather dying, and some other stuff. it was a long dream..
but in it, i got to hang out with andre and it was delightful. then, after my return to school, i got a phone call. he'd gotten in an accident, but they found out at the hospital that he had stomach cancer. so they pulled the plug right then and there. he was dead. my sweetest friend, dead. i cried in the dream.
i woke up crying in my sleep.
i never cry.
i legit miss him.
but i don't know how to fix it.
male best friends are the hardest.