Torn apart at the seams and my dreams turn to tears
So I had my first ultrasound yesterday and found out that I'm not 11 1/2 weeks pregnant but only 6 weeks- which makes a lot more sense. I really didn't think I was pregnant while I was in Charlotte. Anyway everything is stressful. Friday I'm going with Shannyn to look for a maid-of-honor dress for her- and bridesmaid dresses too. And today Laura went and got my pictures of different cakes and told me to pick out the one I liked best, so we are going to taste cake samples and what not soon. I just can't wait for all of it to be a little closer and just become less stressful. Between the wedding, the baby, school, trying to find work, and actually working I feel like I'm about to lose my mind. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh