Sick
Im staying home sick today and Im glad because school isnt going very well I dont have many friends still. I have been writing alot and i have not been as crazy latley I dont knwo what it is, I cry about everyting now. Everyone re-labled me from "punk kid" to "sighlent cry emo kid" because ill be day dreaming thnking or writing in class and ill just start crying out of no where. its benn happening for a week now and someone came up to me in passing time yesterday and said
"what shampoo do use because i have some you would like its no more tears shampoo"
It made no sense.....I jsut kinda looked at them wiht a what the hell are you saying look on my face and they alughed and walked away. My best friend stepanie was absent yesterday so I didnt have her to talk to durring passing time so people couldnt says shit like that to me but i was alone so i wa sperfect prey.
I resently found out that one of my old friends dean smokes pot. IN 6th grade me him and stphanie were ALLYWAS together everyday after school we would go to his hosue i can only rember a few days we were not at his hosue and that was only like 3 times and it was because he was sick. Him and stephanie were going out and I was their best friend so we were all like stuck together. He was popular but he didnt care we wernt he liked us for who we were not our popularity status. He chose to sit wiht us over his popular friends at school, We picked atable and sat there. He stood up for us if his popular friends were talking shit about us. It was so great. I rember when me and stephanie were decorating his locker for his birthday we went super early so it would look good and out english teacher saw us and she said
" awww you guys are real friends i see you three in the hall laughing and ive never seen friends that close and not all be girls or guys it so heart warming. you three are lucky to have eachother"
In 7th grade steph and dean were still going out and things were just the same we even sat at the same table, except we had more friends now we had trevor and alex. Me dean trevor and alex were in the same math class at we all sat next to eachtoher, we had a sub and we made up a name for our group. it was TAADS T-trevor A-anna A-alex D-dean S-stephanie dean liked it alot because his last name is taddie and it sound like TAADS. We all wrote TAADS on our hands in sharpie and re-wrote it when it came off. Things changed when the 3rd quarter came along. Dean and steph broke up, dean started to hang out wiht us less. Alex started hangin out wiht us less Then dean stopped sitting wiht us,so did alex. It was only me trevor and stef left....we treid to make things better but ti was no sue we lost out 2 BEST friends. things wer eperfect before deand and alewx left. them sama came into the group and matheew also.
Now 8th grade is here. Me trevor and stef are all still best friends but he dosnt sit wiht us. me and stef still sit at the same table we did in 6th and 7th grade. I have not talked to dean since 3rd quarter last year. I miss him. Now the lunch table is Stef me kat sama matheew chelase brandon. its so empty we have amny open seats. in 6th and 7th grade people who have to fight to get a seat at our table btu now people have to sit there caust heres no rooma t other tables. its sad i miss everything i miss dean and alex so much. things are so stupid at school. i hate it i wish i was in highschool.
Im excited for high school because i dont have to go to school with ANYONE in my school because im nto gogin to fairfeils high or fairfeild ward high im goign toa magnet school in norwalk wiht my friends from norwalk. I ment them through my sister who is 16 and her friens aly who is 16 all my friends form norwalk are juinors and softmores we area ll tight as ever. I hope that dosnt change before i get itno hightschool wiht them. I ahve one friend in the norwalk crew thats like my brother his name is sam i cant talk to him about everything and anything. He will be a sinoir by the time i get to school wiht him so we are planing for me to be the start of his freshman possy. i cant waint untill highschool ♥
Im tierd and i amd goign to go lay down. bai ♥
X_Arianna_X
"what shampoo do use because i have some you would like its no more tears shampoo"
It made no sense.....I jsut kinda looked at them wiht a what the hell are you saying look on my face and they alughed and walked away. My best friend stepanie was absent yesterday so I didnt have her to talk to durring passing time so people couldnt says shit like that to me but i was alone so i wa sperfect prey.
I resently found out that one of my old friends dean smokes pot. IN 6th grade me him and stphanie were ALLYWAS together everyday after school we would go to his hosue i can only rember a few days we were not at his hosue and that was only like 3 times and it was because he was sick. Him and stephanie were going out and I was their best friend so we were all like stuck together. He was popular but he didnt care we wernt he liked us for who we were not our popularity status. He chose to sit wiht us over his popular friends at school, We picked atable and sat there. He stood up for us if his popular friends were talking shit about us. It was so great. I rember when me and stephanie were decorating his locker for his birthday we went super early so it would look good and out english teacher saw us and she said
" awww you guys are real friends i see you three in the hall laughing and ive never seen friends that close and not all be girls or guys it so heart warming. you three are lucky to have eachother"
In 7th grade steph and dean were still going out and things were just the same we even sat at the same table, except we had more friends now we had trevor and alex. Me dean trevor and alex were in the same math class at we all sat next to eachtoher, we had a sub and we made up a name for our group. it was TAADS T-trevor A-anna A-alex D-dean S-stephanie dean liked it alot because his last name is taddie and it sound like TAADS. We all wrote TAADS on our hands in sharpie and re-wrote it when it came off. Things changed when the 3rd quarter came along. Dean and steph broke up, dean started to hang out wiht us less. Alex started hangin out wiht us less Then dean stopped sitting wiht us,so did alex. It was only me trevor and stef left....we treid to make things better but ti was no sue we lost out 2 BEST friends. things wer eperfect before deand and alewx left. them sama came into the group and matheew also.
Now 8th grade is here. Me trevor and stef are all still best friends but he dosnt sit wiht us. me and stef still sit at the same table we did in 6th and 7th grade. I have not talked to dean since 3rd quarter last year. I miss him. Now the lunch table is Stef me kat sama matheew chelase brandon. its so empty we have amny open seats. in 6th and 7th grade people who have to fight to get a seat at our table btu now people have to sit there caust heres no rooma t other tables. its sad i miss everything i miss dean and alex so much. things are so stupid at school. i hate it i wish i was in highschool.
Im excited for high school because i dont have to go to school with ANYONE in my school because im nto gogin to fairfeils high or fairfeild ward high im goign toa magnet school in norwalk wiht my friends from norwalk. I ment them through my sister who is 16 and her friens aly who is 16 all my friends form norwalk are juinors and softmores we area ll tight as ever. I hope that dosnt change before i get itno hightschool wiht them. I ahve one friend in the norwalk crew thats like my brother his name is sam i cant talk to him about everything and anything. He will be a sinoir by the time i get to school wiht him so we are planing for me to be the start of his freshman possy. i cant waint untill highschool ♥
Im tierd and i amd goign to go lay down. bai ♥
X_Arianna_X