Feb 20, 2005 22:45
i want things to be normal.
i want things to go back to when i didnt know my dad.
i ignored his exsistance, and he ignored mine.
i want everything to be like the summer.
i would kill for the summer.
NYC, fucking parties everyday, McDonalds picnic on the roof of our cars, $1500 in alcohol throughout the whole summer, no ovarian issues, everything was easy.
but then, at the same time.
I wouldnt have my dad.
I wouldnt have danny and jade.
I dont know what the fuck to do.
my life is falling apart.
i need to turn over a new leaf.
1) i will not think about my ovaries
2) i will party like i used to
3) i wont try to fix the world
4) i will chill the fuck out