Sep 03, 2004 00:19
Wow. Brian was out partying w/ his friends since it was his last night home for a while. and he left them and just spent like an hour w/ me. His friends kept calling him to come back and he just turned his phone off...it was amazing we just leaned against his truck holding hands, he gave me little forehead kisses every once in awhile (ashy u know we love those forehead kisses!) I cried as he was leaving and he just held me and said not to worry that he would be back, god i act like hes leaving for the war or something but the National Guard could keep him there for up to 1 month. BUT STILL. im going to miss him. We promised we wouldnt hook up w/ anyone else until he comes back, then we kissed and he left :( But he MIGHT stop by tomorrow right before he leaves but if he doesnt its ok-tonight was a perfect way to say goodbye.
goodnight
xoxo