I'm Like A Beaver! hahah <33
so..laguna beach starts tomorrow...technically since its 12:23...it starts today. idk why i said this.. apparently im excited. even though laguna beach is extremely annoying i have to admit i do like it from time to time haha. anyway
My birthday..2 days.im excited..idk why
alright anyway. today i woke up got ready u know all that fun stuff. then went to sarah and ricky sorannos wedding shower. i got seated with all of kellys friends..whom i dont know at all. i mean i know avery..but its not like we talk and the last time i saw her was hmm like 2 years ago. so yea i was sitting there awkwardly and then mrs.filek switched me seats so she could sit with her daughters and i could sit with my mommy. it was better that i was with my mom..but not by much since she didnt talk to me..and i was with all the older women. basically i knew nobody at this damn party haha.. but it was good. kelly looked cute. i wish i could have talked to her more and stuff but oh well. i won two prizes- a meditation set and a candle..ballerrrrr..haha and yea they had chocolate covered strawberries..it was nice. then i started my period..with a yellow fucking skirt on..but thank god it didnt go thru or anything. i had to go back in the kitchen area and ask devin for "stuff"..she didnt have any so i had to get it from mrs.showler...man i felt like a fucking loser..hahah cuz like everyone in the kitchen knew my situation and..yea..i felt pretty lame. haha anyway yea richard and michaela were working. i really miss them. i havent seen or talked to them in like forever and it really upsets me cuz we were so close. i mean me and michaela were bffs 1-8 grade and now we dont talk at all? it makes me kind of depressed. and yea me and richard were pretty tight too for a while. i hate how me and michaela were tight and me and richard were tight..but now michaela and richard are tight and i dont talk to either of them. and its hard too cuz today it was so awkward talking to them...like idk its the usual..hi how are you? hows life? school? family? yada yada yada..but idk i really just miss the way things were. so after the party i was in a depressing mood cuz i was like wow i hate my life. i miss my old friends and the way things used to be. so yea...depressing i know. then after that i bummed around and watched tv..kara marissa and devin came back so devin could get ready..kara and marissa are hilarious i love those girls haha.. and yea then i got pretty bored. i told adrian he needed to come get his glasses cuz he left them here..hes like yea or maybe u just want me to come over so we can hang out..i was like yea or maybe i just wanted u to get ur glasses but hey that works too..haha so he came over and we watched the sandlot <33 i love benny...but yea adrians so annoying he quoted like the whole movie..what a dork. then we watched the goofy movie...he sang all of the songs...hahaha...then we watched part of bring it on so he could see the spirit fingers...then we watched half of big daddy cuz he wanted to watch the kangaroo song part....he is pretty much the biggest dork ever. i mean u would never notice that by the way he acts at school and stuff..but oh wow.. haha big nerd. " I'm like a beaver!!" haahah.. good stuff. but yea it was fun. then he went home and like my mom comes in and shes like..WERE U TWO MAKING OUT IN HERE!?! i was like..wowwww..*gun to head*...haha shes a such a queer. but yeaaaa i think im done. peace out.
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My birthday..2 days.im excited..idk why
alright anyway. today i woke up got ready u know all that fun stuff. then went to sarah and ricky sorannos wedding shower. i got seated with all of kellys friends..whom i dont know at all. i mean i know avery..but its not like we talk and the last time i saw her was hmm like 2 years ago. so yea i was sitting there awkwardly and then mrs.filek switched me seats so she could sit with her daughters and i could sit with my mommy. it was better that i was with my mom..but not by much since she didnt talk to me..and i was with all the older women. basically i knew nobody at this damn party haha.. but it was good. kelly looked cute. i wish i could have talked to her more and stuff but oh well. i won two prizes- a meditation set and a candle..ballerrrrr..haha and yea they had chocolate covered strawberries..it was nice. then i started my period..with a yellow fucking skirt on..but thank god it didnt go thru or anything. i had to go back in the kitchen area and ask devin for "stuff"..she didnt have any so i had to get it from mrs.showler...man i felt like a fucking loser..hahah cuz like everyone in the kitchen knew my situation and..yea..i felt pretty lame. haha anyway yea richard and michaela were working. i really miss them. i havent seen or talked to them in like forever and it really upsets me cuz we were so close. i mean me and michaela were bffs 1-8 grade and now we dont talk at all? it makes me kind of depressed. and yea me and richard were pretty tight too for a while. i hate how me and michaela were tight and me and richard were tight..but now michaela and richard are tight and i dont talk to either of them. and its hard too cuz today it was so awkward talking to them...like idk its the usual..hi how are you? hows life? school? family? yada yada yada..but idk i really just miss the way things were. so after the party i was in a depressing mood cuz i was like wow i hate my life. i miss my old friends and the way things used to be. so yea...depressing i know. then after that i bummed around and watched tv..kara marissa and devin came back so devin could get ready..kara and marissa are hilarious i love those girls haha.. and yea then i got pretty bored. i told adrian he needed to come get his glasses cuz he left them here..hes like yea or maybe u just want me to come over so we can hang out..i was like yea or maybe i just wanted u to get ur glasses but hey that works too..haha so he came over and we watched the sandlot <33 i love benny...but yea adrians so annoying he quoted like the whole movie..what a dork. then we watched the goofy movie...he sang all of the songs...hahaha...then we watched part of bring it on so he could see the spirit fingers...then we watched half of big daddy cuz he wanted to watch the kangaroo song part....he is pretty much the biggest dork ever. i mean u would never notice that by the way he acts at school and stuff..but oh wow.. haha big nerd. " I'm like a beaver!!" haahah.. good stuff. but yea it was fun. then he went home and like my mom comes in and shes like..WERE U TWO MAKING OUT IN HERE!?! i was like..wowwww..*gun to head*...haha shes a such a queer. but yeaaaa i think im done. peace out.
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