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Well tonight was okay, better than staying home I guess.
First I drove to Rob's and hung out there with Rob, Jeramie, Thomas, and Code for like...15 minutes. Um wasn't that great....
They were going to go to the movies, and I wasn't. I had a 10:30 curfew.
So I drove to Vince's and met Mik and Court there, then I followed them to pick up Tommie D., then we all went to 7-11 and got Monsters, and then we all went to Tommy Towns's party.
It was really cold. There were a lot of people there though, that was probably the only good part. Courtney went in one of the tents. Got to see Renny my love. Me and Mik and Vince talked to some people. I got to see Steenie, who I haven't talked to in forever.... I've missed her. And Josh Sajtar was there also.
Me and Mik thought it was pretty lame so we left, Vince left with Mik. Courtney stayed.
I went home, got money from my mom, and went and got food. Then I came back home and watched the rest of "Erin Brokovich" with my mom, some of "Closer", and got tired and here I am typing this.
I wish that I could spend more time with Jeramie though. I don't know what to do. He is busy during the week with basketball and schoolwork, and then on the weekends either I can't hang out, or he doesn't want to leave Rob. Sometimes it makes me feel really upset but it seems like there is nothing I can do about it. Tonight I felt dumb, like I had forced myself on him by coming over to Rob's. It was gay. We barely talked at Rob's, and he wasn't how he was last night. =\ But then he walked me to my car and got all sweet....
I don't know. I wish it was easier.
First I drove to Rob's and hung out there with Rob, Jeramie, Thomas, and Code for like...15 minutes. Um wasn't that great....
They were going to go to the movies, and I wasn't. I had a 10:30 curfew.
So I drove to Vince's and met Mik and Court there, then I followed them to pick up Tommie D., then we all went to 7-11 and got Monsters, and then we all went to Tommy Towns's party.
It was really cold. There were a lot of people there though, that was probably the only good part. Courtney went in one of the tents. Got to see Renny my love. Me and Mik and Vince talked to some people. I got to see Steenie, who I haven't talked to in forever.... I've missed her. And Josh Sajtar was there also.
Me and Mik thought it was pretty lame so we left, Vince left with Mik. Courtney stayed.
I went home, got money from my mom, and went and got food. Then I came back home and watched the rest of "Erin Brokovich" with my mom, some of "Closer", and got tired and here I am typing this.
I wish that I could spend more time with Jeramie though. I don't know what to do. He is busy during the week with basketball and schoolwork, and then on the weekends either I can't hang out, or he doesn't want to leave Rob. Sometimes it makes me feel really upset but it seems like there is nothing I can do about it. Tonight I felt dumb, like I had forced myself on him by coming over to Rob's. It was gay. We barely talked at Rob's, and he wasn't how he was last night. =\ But then he walked me to my car and got all sweet....
I don't know. I wish it was easier.