I need to graduate.
I not only want to graduate, it has become a need. I am so burnt out. Sick of never knowing how much money I am going to make. I want reliable. I want reliable hours, reliable pay and then maybe I can start living a reliable life. I am so sick of bartending. Its fun in general but tends to lead to a party style life. I can't handle it anymore, and it's not me anymore. When you work at a bar when you do get an actual night out it feels like work. I need to find a different release. I just want to be really happy again.