Just a click away
from forgetting your name.
I'm not over it. Probably won't be ever. I'm a scorned woman but who isn't these days. Everyone gives themselves 100% at some point just to have their heart ripped out. That was 6 years ago. Going on 7. I'm still hurt. I'm still scared. I'm still thinking about you on a daily basis. I'm still hoping to run into you at Kmart. I'm still trying to live my life to make you proud to be with a train wreck like me. I still date boys that treat me like crap.
Each time I start to fall or do fall my heart breaks alittle more. Damaged goods. Or is it I am good at being damaged... I forget. Either way I am putting my heart under lock and key till I figure out how to fix it myself. There is something about being in a silent house that makes me want to cry.
I'm not over it. Probably won't be ever. I'm a scorned woman but who isn't these days. Everyone gives themselves 100% at some point just to have their heart ripped out. That was 6 years ago. Going on 7. I'm still hurt. I'm still scared. I'm still thinking about you on a daily basis. I'm still hoping to run into you at Kmart. I'm still trying to live my life to make you proud to be with a train wreck like me. I still date boys that treat me like crap.
Each time I start to fall or do fall my heart breaks alittle more. Damaged goods. Or is it I am good at being damaged... I forget. Either way I am putting my heart under lock and key till I figure out how to fix it myself. There is something about being in a silent house that makes me want to cry.