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[xcharmedp4]

Yeah. you know what i hate? stupid boys. Ben called me last night drunk as HELL.. said he loved me a lot. and said that he wanted to go out with me. good thing for me i didnt believe it. i told him "dont say this, because,ou know you dont mean it" and he was liek yes, i do. so i told him if he said it when he was straight maybe id believe him. of course i had heather call him because i knew it was all a lie. an di was right. he regretted it according to her. because he doesent want me. nobody does.

and yeah..

heather also came over for a bit today. it was fun. but i still want to die when i think about stupid thing named ben. i knew it wasnt true. knew it.

Never thought I'd get any higher
Never thought you'd fuck with my brain
Never thought all this could expire
Never thought you'd go break the chain
Never thought you'd make me perspire.
Never thought I'd do you the same.
Never thought I'd fill with desire.
Never thought I'd feel so ashamed.
Never thought all this could back fire
Close up the hole in my vain
Me and my valuable friend
can fix all the pain away
So before I end my day
remember
My sweet prince
you are the one