Mar 21, 2005 23:34
I can't seem to keep up with this journal now a days. Just to busy.
Everythings going AWESOME!!
I'm completely satisfied with my life and things just keep getting better and better. I don't even feel like the same person anymore. I always use to be so depressed but now I don't have a care in the world.
Lets see, quit smoking, quit drinking (except for wine on occasion), and quit ALL drug use. WOOP
Um, I don't talk to a lot of the same ppl that I use to, but its for the best... im at a different stage in my life now a days.
Me and Jackie are the BESTEST of friends. I think we've only gone 2 days in the past 2 months w/o seeing one another, and GET THIS!! DREX AND CURT ACTUALLY ARE BECOMING FRIENDS. LIKE THEY GET ALONG AMAZINGLY WELL.
Me and my friends use to always try and set are guy friends up like that but it never worked, this time, we didnt even try... everything just fell into place really.
About to get a job. Same goes for Curt 'sept his is certain, me i have to wait till wed to find out. cross your fingers.
Its amazing how things work. I was in a horrible place about half a year ago. Hated everything, everyone, was ready to give up, but i prayed and prayed, and i knew in my heart i didnt deserve what i was going through, and the ones who truely knew and loved me knew as well, and now im getting what i deserve FINALLY after 17 years..my karma, the good kind... I have not one complaint.
"Everything God throws at you he knows you can handle, it just depends on HOW you handle it"
I truely have amazed myself as to how well I've turned around.
LOVE YA