May 22, 2010 18:30
I'm insanely happy. I couldn't ask for anything more in my life. Well, maybe my bills paid and my license. But none of that really matters right now. I never thought I would find someone like Josh. No guy has ever treated me the way he treats me. We moved in together. A nice top floor 2 br apartment with a full finished attic. We rescued two kittens. They're sisters and are seven weeks old. Ruca is the little baby girl and Prudence is a little fresh. But they're ridiculously cute. Josh is the best man I have ever met in my life. I can only hope that this lasts and things go well. Its odd how I can see myself being with this man for the rest of my life. Almost four months and when he puts his arm around me in the middle of the night I still get chills and a smile on my face. We rarely fight, and we talk about the future. We're both working really hard and long hours to make the money we need to have a great future. He says he doesn't want kids or marriage, but he calls me Momma when talking to the kittens. We've already talked about retiring in Costa Rica, possibly moving there next year.
I never thought I'd be in love like this... When I look at you my mind goes on a trip. Then you came in and knocked me on my face. Feels like I'm in a race but I already won first place. Never thought I'd fall for you as hard as I did. You got me thinkin' about our life, our house, and kid. Every morning I look at you and smile.. boy you came around and you knocked me down.