i'm a bitch
Well, I realized what a bitch I am to my best friend. I feel like the worst person alive right now. I am soo sorry Jen. I never meant to hurt u like that EVER! Guys are never worth a friendship. What happened last night is a one time only thing. I will never do that to u EVER as long as we are friends. I have been through shit like that before and it's never fun. But, to tell u the truth, I really don't know how I feel about Brandon...whether he is a friend or more. I know that last night was atleast 50% alcohol (especially Brandon). U definetly know what alcohol can do to u. But, I don't know if me and him will hook up again. I mean I know that you like him and everything, but maybe he's not the guy for u...u know...we have to meet other guys that are gonna be good to u. He knew that u liked him, and he still let last night happen (but, so did I). I guess I'm just trying to say that I am sorry and I will never let something like this ever happen again...EVER. <3 Caitlin