I'm lost.

[xceresx]

I'm lost. It feels as if everything is slowly getting farther away from my reach. EVERYTHING. For this semester, I've been struggling. I've been trying to find my place here at Albany. I've been trying to keep my GPA up with the evilness called accounting. I've been confused and still am about my future plans. It's like I'm just wandering, having

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[wingsablaze000]

It's okay sweetie - I'm lost, too =( Don't worry so much about the GPA. I mean, of course you don't want it to go down TOO far but you can always raise it with other course. You still have another two years, hm? Or is it 3? I forget how you're doing your degree. In any case, a lot of people are still confused about their future plans. Amanda just changed her major, which meant a lot of changes for her classes and such. I'm pretty sure my roommate from last year still has no clue what she's doing. And I want to do everything. But unfortunately, society doesn't like that, so I know that I can't (le sigh). And it's okay to wish for girly things. A lot of girls do. However, I have found that they okay more frequently when you aren't looking out for them. Usually it's when you feel good about yourself without needing another person that other people notice you for who you are. but you haven't been very happy lately. We need the happy Cindy back!

Don't worry - you'll get yourself out of this funk when you need to. Until then, it's okay to feel lost for a little while. And even if by the end of the year you STILL feel lost, hopefully you'll just accept it and move on and be happy anyway xD (that's what I'm going for hahaha - there is no way I'm finding out where I'm going while in a completely different country).