ATL.....
So I'm sitting here in my room in Atlanta. What a waste of time. I took off a week of work and school. And I really couldnt afford to, but I did to come support my sister. And go figure she's being a raving bitch. She refuses to speak to my mom or myself and informed us that she never invited us to come here. Then spent all last night on the phone to my dad talking shit about us. And now I get to ride home from the airport with her tomorrow, should she decide to give me a ride.
I really hate that things just seem to be getting worse. Everythings falling apart and I have no way of stopping it. I've lost my dad, and now potentially my sister if she choses to act like this. So now I'm on my own to pay all of my bills, my school and whatever else comes my way. While my dad continues to give my sister everything that she wants/needs. Rawrr I'm efin over it.
I just hate that I've done so many good things with my life, and I have no family to share that with.
I have the highest hopes for when Jeremy comes home. But I suppose I should probably let them down a little, or else I'll probably end up disappointing myself as usual. I'm REALLy tired of being disappointed.
I guess I should go find something to do. Though I think we've done absolutely everything that we could possibly do.
I really hate that things just seem to be getting worse. Everythings falling apart and I have no way of stopping it. I've lost my dad, and now potentially my sister if she choses to act like this. So now I'm on my own to pay all of my bills, my school and whatever else comes my way. While my dad continues to give my sister everything that she wants/needs. Rawrr I'm efin over it.
I just hate that I've done so many good things with my life, and I have no family to share that with.
I have the highest hopes for when Jeremy comes home. But I suppose I should probably let them down a little, or else I'll probably end up disappointing myself as usual. I'm REALLy tired of being disappointed.
I guess I should go find something to do. Though I think we've done absolutely everything that we could possibly do.