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I'm back...
Alaska was cool, I met some interesting people. I learned how to swing dance, Went off-roading with Chris, saw the Lumberjack Show , went on a rainforest walk. The glaciers were awesome, we experienced a lot of calving (I doubt I spelled that correctly). I made the usual vacation video capturing every moment on film ( I'll be editing it today if I find some time). I'll post pictures eventually too.
Being away did help me blow off some steam but being back here is a big wake-up call for me. I would venture on my own a lot this vacation and I would find secluded spots and sit and think.
- I realized that I really do miss Marc, and that I do want to fix our relationship (at the least friend wise)
- I thought about how much I've screwed up a lot of things in my life and I thought about ways to fix the incisions.
- I thought about how I need to include others in the goings ons of my life and that I can't be such a bitch to everybody and expect for them to have my back when I do crash down.
- I need to find out what I want to do with my life and I need to focus on that (With my slip shod grades I may even have trouble getting into college)
Anyways, I'm working at the stadium all 4th weekend...then comes the Allstar game! ( Evan and Jaron are in it, as well as Sarah DeCosta, Jim Craig....!!!)
I'm working at Miller's a night or two only I don't know which yet (perhaps I should find that out) but that's about it.
If anybody wants to do something, let me know!
Sara (S)- call me if you want to talk...