*Special Note to All of my LJ Readers*

Nov 07, 2005 01:12

... ya both of you, listen up.

As you may know a few months ago a very special person left my life, and I didn’t know why this happened. I have never experienced a loss of this magnitude before and I know a few of you out there know the depths of how much this hurt me. Some of you also know that I have not been the same since this person left my life. She was the most important thing to me on earth, and I did not take her loss well at all.

Everyday I wished she read the posts about how much I missed her and would call me up, but she never did.

In my attempt to try and help myself get over her and to make my self not feel the way that I did about her I said things that where harsh and mean. At the time I said these things I was full of pain and hurt. I was prideful and only thought of myself. If I could take these statements back I would. It was just my way of trying to help me deal with the pain and to suffer the loss of the person who meant the world to me. No matter what she did do to me or how she acted she didn’t deserve what I said about her in this public forum. (for all 3 people who read it, haha). She deserves better than that because she is someone who I care about more than anything on earth. And she’s the best person (besides Jesus, haha) I could have ever EVER wanted to come into my life.

Casey, out.
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