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[xcaroxisntxemox]

i guess the only thing i have to say,
yet again,
is that i feel so weird.
i didnt take any meds yesterday.
so told i was just laying in bed thinking.
i miss feeling like i used to.
you know, with nothing to worry about.
and now i suddenly care about what people i hardly know think about me.
i miss private school.
and i miss model friends and horrible habbits.
i miss saturday luncheons.
i miss not caring about making other people happy.
and just make myself happy.
whats wrong with me?

oh and i think the grudge[americian version] was a horrible movie.