BANFF , i'll miss you.
it's snowing yay! I had the most insane dream about ellen degeneres and i was on a reality tv show for her trying to find a life partner.. and it was this big publicity event that had all these people come that weren't there for her in that way but to promote their marching band or singing lmao and we all played dodgeball in my old elementary school gym....and then there was this part about me being another girl, and i knew cause i looked completely different and i had purple and urine coloured hair and i was tall and runnning around trying to havea shower but i had a child that was about five and it was my friends little sister and she kept turning into a unicorn.
tyesha kelsy was there?! and i was in her bathroom which existed in the ellen mansion and i ate her easter candy....
ewwww i just reread that and not the kind your thinking of filthy people. like chocolate eggs.
WHere the fuck is my mind..
so the second semester of school begins on febuary 5th. I think I might go...
decisions decisions decisonsdmnfak325q2klvc l gawd...
i wanted desperately to go to banff.. then i didn't then i did then i didn't then i did...
Too much insanity with bob and me to go, i feel it wouldn't be a good decision at all because it just doesn't feel right, plus the stuff between him and i, plus i have the maturity to know i'm a baby. The whole point was to go out and grow up, but i guess i should take steps here first-
it's not about safety, well it is to some degree but it's about happiness and dynamics and becoming independent on my own not "trying to act like im married".
omfgankjsk4aw5 bread + becel+ honey = mouth wateringly divine.
HAHA WOW WHAT A WEEEEEEEEEK GLAD I GOT TO SEE JAY AGAIN THOUGH EVEN IF IT WAS THE MOST INSANE THING EVER... life is crazy and just different acts all coming together to make one big crazy movie or whatever the fuck your life consists of.
i need to get out of my own ass for a while like out of my buisness and life and mind and go into someone elses or go see things in the world that will make me relize none of this matters, even if i was the most crazy person i know who gives a shyte and just live and breath and exist and be.
i hope he can get the tickets refunded oh shitt..
i thought i was never going to want to see bob again... and i didn't for a while but craziness is past i jsut know we need some spaceage but tomorrow is the anti-anniversary so who knows what we'll get up to.
Freedom in the time of being your own prison guard.
I want part of my head shaved again i miss the softness of it.
omfffffffffg i thought i deleted this entire entry by mistake but it saved draft yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay thank you i hate that with a lot of passion. some guy online is trying to get me to call him :s bewareeeeee
i don;t likeeee thewayi am gawwwwwwwwwwwwd.
i wanna make stuff thats on Deviant Art. fuck some of it is so incredibly fucking amazing it blows my skulll.
tyesha kelsy was there?! and i was in her bathroom which existed in the ellen mansion and i ate her easter candy....
ewwww i just reread that and not the kind your thinking of filthy people. like chocolate eggs.
WHere the fuck is my mind..
so the second semester of school begins on febuary 5th. I think I might go...
decisions decisions decisonsdmnfak325q2klvc l gawd...
i wanted desperately to go to banff.. then i didn't then i did then i didn't then i did...
Too much insanity with bob and me to go, i feel it wouldn't be a good decision at all because it just doesn't feel right, plus the stuff between him and i, plus i have the maturity to know i'm a baby. The whole point was to go out and grow up, but i guess i should take steps here first-
it's not about safety, well it is to some degree but it's about happiness and dynamics and becoming independent on my own not "trying to act like im married".
omfgankjsk4aw5 bread + becel+ honey = mouth wateringly divine.
HAHA WOW WHAT A WEEEEEEEEEK GLAD I GOT TO SEE JAY AGAIN THOUGH EVEN IF IT WAS THE MOST INSANE THING EVER... life is crazy and just different acts all coming together to make one big crazy movie or whatever the fuck your life consists of.
i need to get out of my own ass for a while like out of my buisness and life and mind and go into someone elses or go see things in the world that will make me relize none of this matters, even if i was the most crazy person i know who gives a shyte and just live and breath and exist and be.
i hope he can get the tickets refunded oh shitt..
i thought i was never going to want to see bob again... and i didn't for a while but craziness is past i jsut know we need some spaceage but tomorrow is the anti-anniversary so who knows what we'll get up to.
Freedom in the time of being your own prison guard.
I want part of my head shaved again i miss the softness of it.
omfffffffffg i thought i deleted this entire entry by mistake but it saved draft yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay thank you i hate that with a lot of passion. some guy online is trying to get me to call him :s bewareeeeee
i don;t likeeee thewayi am gawwwwwwwwwwwwd.
i wanna make stuff thats on Deviant Art. fuck some of it is so incredibly fucking amazing it blows my skulll.