Time after Time
Lying in my bed, I hear the clock ticks, and think of you
Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
Flash back, warm night, almost left behind
Suitcase of memories...
Time after
Sometime you pictured me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're callin' to me, I can't hear what you've said
You said, "Go slow, I fall behind"
The second hand unwinds...
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
I turn, my picture fades, and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm okay
Secrets, stolen, from deep inside,
The drum beats out of time...
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I will be waiting,
Time after time
Time after time...
~ I love that song, but why was i stupid enough to believe another guy and be hurt. He is just like all of the others. all talk no do. maybe im not good enough maybe im not pretty enough, but how can i make myself more than i already am. you guys asked me to learn how to stand up for myself i learned. you asked me to maybe be cooler i am. i have given up so much for my social life. I guess im done, it has done nothing for me. I just want the old me back, the me with the dorky tshirts and the stupid jumpers wearing my stupid tennis shoes. I miss the me in 7th grade. Does anybody remeber me in the 7th grade or me in the 8th grade. so happy so innocent. I had a few friends but they were the most awesome friends. Back when micheal shipp and kim were my best friends. before micheal decided to be cool and leave me behind in the dust. i miss micheal as stupid as it sounds. if he is ever reading this, i miss that really cool friendship that we had, i miss you so much!
Kim you are the best friend that I could ask for, you have been through so much with me! i hope that we are always friends, you will be my bridesmaid at my wedding this i promise you! I hope that we are always friends.
And dream guy you know who you are. if you really liked me you would have talked to me by now. I really thought that you were for real. maybe you are but righ tnow im not so sure. I guess maybe i expect to much out of relationships, it just hurts so much. You said that you werent like the rest of them. I dunno, if you are really serious please take actions...............
I love you all so much!
Blair
Caught up in circles, confusion is nothing new
Flash back, warm night, almost left behind
Suitcase of memories...
Time after
Sometime you pictured me, I'm walking too far ahead
You're callin' to me, I can't hear what you've said
You said, "Go slow, I fall behind"
The second hand unwinds...
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
I turn, my picture fades, and darkness has turned to grey
Watching through windows, you're wondering if I'm okay
Secrets, stolen, from deep inside,
The drum beats out of time...
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I'll be waiting,
Time after time
If you're lost, you can look and you will find me,
Time after time
If you fall I will catch you, I will be waiting,
Time after time
Time after time...
~ I love that song, but why was i stupid enough to believe another guy and be hurt. He is just like all of the others. all talk no do. maybe im not good enough maybe im not pretty enough, but how can i make myself more than i already am. you guys asked me to learn how to stand up for myself i learned. you asked me to maybe be cooler i am. i have given up so much for my social life. I guess im done, it has done nothing for me. I just want the old me back, the me with the dorky tshirts and the stupid jumpers wearing my stupid tennis shoes. I miss the me in 7th grade. Does anybody remeber me in the 7th grade or me in the 8th grade. so happy so innocent. I had a few friends but they were the most awesome friends. Back when micheal shipp and kim were my best friends. before micheal decided to be cool and leave me behind in the dust. i miss micheal as stupid as it sounds. if he is ever reading this, i miss that really cool friendship that we had, i miss you so much!
Kim you are the best friend that I could ask for, you have been through so much with me! i hope that we are always friends, you will be my bridesmaid at my wedding this i promise you! I hope that we are always friends.
And dream guy you know who you are. if you really liked me you would have talked to me by now. I really thought that you were for real. maybe you are but righ tnow im not so sure. I guess maybe i expect to much out of relationships, it just hurts so much. You said that you werent like the rest of them. I dunno, if you are really serious please take actions...............
I love you all so much!
Blair