Dec 11, 2004 13:18
Okey you guys the last few days have been so so so soooooooo confusing!
Ana broke up with Harry which of course brought back my hopes that I might be with him again. But hes busy doing nothing. The thing is that he is so unsure of himself even though he is so perfect.
I love that fact that hes so nice to me, also the way he is, just him. I just wish that somehow I could show him that I really mean this. I dunno........ I really just need to forget it. Thats probably the best solution. heh....... James asked me out, I could always go out with James, but I just dont feel those feelings for james like I do Harry. God I dont know what to do, cant you help me? Somebody help me, all I want to do is follow my heart, and right now my heart leads to harry.....
ExAms! they are coming up and there are a whole bunch of things that I have to do. Most of my teachers dont give out study guides anymore, so I am really glad that I took notes in the classes, so that I can compose my own study guides. I just really need to work hard! My grades are the most important thing to me.
aNa! she spent the night last night. It was fun, we went to the mall and looked around, in the music store we saw eric. lol. first time ive ever met him. He told ana that a guy in a red shirt was hitting on her. Ana was all like who who who. and a memory for ana! DOORBELL! lol. She got to see who the twins were also because we had to go and pick evan up from the bus stop. I think that Ana scared Sambo when it was her in my bed instead of me! lol.
Well xoxoxoxoxo
Blair